Spencers Pov
Honestly, last night was not planned at all. When I saw her standing there with nothing but a towel on it was too hard to resist. I feel like I rushed her into this... But if she didn't want to do it she could have stopped. I'm sure she wanted this too... Right?
I'm such and idiot, why did I have to go into her room, what if she never wants to talk to me again. Then what do I do? We still have a week until the Wedding and then and extra two weeks because Liz and I have been put with looking after the house while there on their honeymoon. I'm not saying I didn't have plans to do it then but at least then she had the choice to leave after.
What am I saying? She's your girlfriend now Spencer, and your first proper girlfriend to be exact. I'm going to buy her some flowers and her favorite chocolate, to show her how much I care about her and to show her that she was more than a one night stand to me. She could be the most amazing relationship that I'm ever going to have, and I don't want to lose her like I have done before.
As I walk out of my room I see Liz outside her room sitting on the floor.
"Babe what's wrong?" she looks upset but I don't know how to react to this, like do I comfort her or do I just leave her until she wants to talk to me... What if I've made her upset? Think Spencer, have you done anything?
"It's not you before you think that, it's just the whole situation. I feel like I'm falling to fast and you'll change your mind, then it goes back to how it was before... You haven't even told your friends yet... What if they tell you to break up with-"
"Stop okay - Liz just stop. I feel the exact same way you do right now- I've never been in a relationship like this before so I don't even know what I'm doing. My friends are just a thing like if they don't like you then I don't care it's not their life it's mine and no one is gonna make me leave you no matter what" I brush a stray tear off her cheek and kiss the streak that it left in her make-up. She starts to blush, and I decide to give her other cheek a peck and then her lips.
I move away and sit opposite her on the landing. I smirk and she slaps my arm.
"Oww... What was that for?" I mock rub my arm where she hit me - like it hurt.
"For making me blush." she smiles, which makes me smile and then for no reason we both burst out laughing. Not the I'm laughing but I can control it laugh, the I'm laughing, my belly hurts but I can't stop laugh.
After the laughing fit me and Liz are on the floor and I pull her into me so that I can hold her. I always wanted to hold a girl like this, especially when it's my girl, because when you hold your loved ones in your arms it's the best feeling ever because you know that your safe and their safe as long as you have each other.
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