Where did we go? ~ Yamato Kougami

Chapter 2 ~ Tear Stains

You see loving someone is hard and them not loving you back makes it harder to get through the day. That's me with Yamato.

"Where did he go?"
I asked Ren.
Ren nervously replied, "He was scared," he quickly grabs my hand and drags me down the street. "Ren?" as I say that he gives me a look of disgust but I get a sense he didn't mean this in a negative way. ",Luna I don't want you to be worried, when we get to school it will all make sense..." I continuously stare at his hand clenching my hand, I can't help but feel worried and a little embarrassed. "Ren, your hand." I shyly say to him. He quickly lets go, with a sight of redness in his cheeks and rushes off to school with me chasing him behind.

We arrived. I leave Rens custody and run off to my classroom. There he is. Yamato. He seems ok. Maybe I should go and talk to him. I approach cautiously, he's like a deer, if you come to him to fast he'll run away.

Finally, I reached my destination aha. "Good Morning Yam--" Suddenly his hand pulls my cardigan slightly towards him. He is looking down at the floor still and says "Luna," I look down on him with my face turning red, "I'm sorry I couldn't help you.." DUM DUM DUM. My heart is racing faster than any Formula racing car. "Urr !! It's ok I swear, Ren was there anyway so--" Again I was interrupted by Yamato, he becomes closer. Yamato grabs my face, lifts his and brings mine to close to his. "Did I ask Ren to help my girl?" This point my heart literally bounced but then Yamato said,

"It was only a joke...idiot"

He laughed at me, he was completely teasing me all this time. I feel like prey. A victim. I wanted to cry but at the same time I didn't want to seem weak. So I did the idiotic thing to do and quickly walked out of the classroom to the girls toilets. As I walk tears begin to fill my eyes. Why do I fall for such a jerk ? Wiping my eyes I'm blocked from the site of people around me, I cluelessly bump into someone. Looking up I see that it is Ren.

"Why are you crying?" Ren asks crouching down to my level. He's so tall. "Sorry Ren I didn't mean to bump into you like that and it's nothing...just hay fever! So please excuse me..." I slightly budge Ren out of my way, feeling bad, being selfish and feeling sorry for myself. I'm in the bathroom, when I look at the the mirror, when I see who I have become, I realise how much of a bad person I am. Someone may see a girl with un-neat brown hair, fairly tall, brown eyes, averagely built and a girl. But all I can still is someone who messes everything up, a person who continuously makes mistakes and keeps feeling sorry for their selves. A selfish human.

I cry.

It's the only thing I can do right. My tears fills the sea with water. Why do I ---

"Luna!" knock knock. "Luna!"

Someone is calling me. Who could it be?? I soak my face in tape water hoping the year marks will go away. They burst through the door, I look up to see... Yamato ? He comes up to me, places his finger on my lips, winks and whispered, "Shush, no boy wants to get caught in the girls toilet, right?" I nod staring into his eyes with a complete face of red. He moves away from me and sits on the ground patting the place next to him. I sit next to him, nervous. "Luna," he begins to speak ",look about earlier I'm sorry, I didn't know you would be so upset, I feel terrible, please forgive me." Him saying this makes me so happy and relieved he takes acknowledgement of how I feel. "Yamato it's fine!" I say awkwardly hugging him ", you even apologising likes this makes me so so happy anyway!" I then realised what I am doing, I am around Yamato...CRAP! I look up and he's smiling massively. He hugs me tighter back. I've reached a really high point !
 
The bell goes.

If only that moment could last forever and ever.
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I hope you enjoyed and please stay tuned for the next chapter !!