Things For You

EW why!?

Wow, I thought. Why did I dress like that? I looked like a hippie in the 5th grade. I was looking at my old yearbook. My sense of style was out of this earth like dinosaurs. Sorry, I did not introduce myself! I'm Cassidy (aka Crusty Cassidy). I saw myself in tho mirror looking on fleek! My eyebrows, nails, and eyelashes were nice for once! I Have also got my clothes ready to see Jason Zamora. I wasn't wearing clothes to impress him but I wanted to show him I like to be elegant. I curled my hair and painted my nails white. I liked my style and the way I see things. Jason and I are complete strangers and he has no idea I exist. I'm too fat for him and I have no taste in good people. I just naturally find bad people that make me do things that are wrong but are always there for me when I get jumped. Jason is a year older than me... I like that. I'm so weird cause I had no idea why I got attracted to a guy that is skinnier than me. But I learned to love my body and take the haters as my motivators. I only have 2 classes with him, P.E. and Home Ec. I always love to see him do push ups in P.E. because, his muscles always gets bigger. I know you probably think I'm a stalker but like he's hot, like my mixtape😂! It's already June but I managed to not talk to him but I mean I will next year.......

August 17

School starts on September 6, and I have no idea how people will look at me on that day. I went on a Insanity power plague for 3 hours a day. I lost a lot of weight and I got a new wardrobe. I'm proud of my weight but I miss my double chin cause no one can find my throat if they wanna slice it. I basically had a great summer because, I went to the pool a lot with my squad. Also, we went ballin in the hood, jk! Other than that it was great! I watched YouTube and made cute d.i.ys and I managed to burn myself with the hot glue gun🙃. "Cass! Let's go to Sephora!" yelled Beatriz (my sister).

"Im staying here!" I hollered.
"Fine then! I won't buy you anything!" Beatriz yelled. She's slams the door and scoffs loudly which made this even more dramatic.

While she was shopping I decided to watch Ariana Grande do a impression of singers. Then, I spent another hour on diys. Suddenly, I hear the car. I look out the window and saw my sister holding a bag from Sephora and Forever 21 (my favorite store). She walks in and throws the bag at me and says, "I got you some clothes, loser".
"Thanks, and how did it go?"
"I got a new nude palette" says softly.

It was five and my mom was done with work. She placed her purse on the counter and opens the fridge and sees nothing to drink. "Let's go to Smart and Final." she says happily.
"Of course!" I said loudly to make sure my sister hears so she can get mad.

"WOW, Cassidy! Fine go with mom to a grocery store instead of going on a shopping spree for free! You're such a retard!" She said angrily.

"GOTTA BLAST!" I yelled to her.

We went to the store and suddenly I was looking at the cereals then I saw Jason. (OMGGGGGGGG dhdgdgdsgjsjsbfekdbd. What do I do?!?!) I slowly left. Mom was calling my name and I ran to her. She was done and we left the store but I guess Jason's car was next to mine because he was inside. I went through the other door and stared . DAMN he was hot and he took of his shirt like DAMN! My day was boring to exited! I can't wait till September!

                   Getting Ready to Blast

It was the day before school and I was ready to walk in fresh. I had my new clothes and new hair with a blonde ombré styled tips. I got my school supplies and got new beauty stuff. It was  almost time to shower but I texted my bestie Maria to see where we could meet. I got my new Lush bomb and new shampoo. My bathtub was hardly used because I would take 2-3 hour baths. My tub was similar to the bathtub in one of Melanie Martinez's music video "Soap". I put on her music because I get that calm, awesome vibe. I thought of Jason until I heard Beatriz knock on the door. "CASSIDY! Where's my lush bomb!" she hollered.

I look down at the water and I grabbed hers instead of mine. I turned up the music because I'm a savage😂! I needed her to know I don't care about her personal problems...jk! But it's not the right time to fight. It was 9:46 and I needed to go to bed. Well, good night!

Panicking

Omgnshsksnwhdihwsnsj! I'm so nervous! Another year of freaking drama! I put my outfit on and my hair! TBH, I looked great, but it was 7 and school starts at 7:30. My mom made pancakes and I could barley eat. My sister wasn't nervous at all and looked really pretty for once (just saying). It was time to leave and I started to walk crookedly. It took us 2 minutes to go to school and I could see the new 6th graders coming. Suddenly I hear, "CRUSTY CASSIDY!" the squad hollered.
"WAZZZAAAAAP" I said cause I'm Cassidy😂.

We looked at our schedules and basically I have 5 classes with all of them! Hopefully I see Jason in one of them. First period was math and I looked around till I saw something gorgeous. It was a new student and he was so hot I needed to go outside and breathe (I know i know I'm weird).  Every girl was staring at him like he was gold or something. While I'm here like "BACK OFF" in my head.  The guy I sat next too grabbed my hand and looked at my watch and said, " This is a nice watch. Where did you get it?" I'm like NIGGA PAY ATTENTION!

I replied with, "Target and thanks."

His name was Anthony and he was cute so I kinda thought I was gonna have a pretty good year. 1st period ended and I went to science with my friend Jasmine. She told me she had to  sit next Bella and how she kept blabbing about her new boyfriend. Jasmine called her a ho under her breath😂! While I was walking the new kid had science with me too!! We went inside and there seating arrangements and I see my name and I see him sit next to the chair beside my name. OMG!
JJxjdksksnsjejd'nnn!!!!! This is good karma for cleaning the dog poop that wasn't my dogs!

                            Chemistry

Okayyyyyyy, so I was sitting down while the teacher was telling rules about labs and handling animals. He smelled pretty good and his name was Jose Ramirez. He dressed up like a skater and his hair was really soft (I didn't touch it... I could just tell). I see Maria giving me the "Get Some" look which me get some of him. Hopefully you get what it means. We were talking notes and my pencil fell but I didn't know. He touched my shoulder and I looked at him and he starred at my eyes. We had A MOMMENT! Also, I heard the "if you like Pina Colladas" songs behind us.😂 He said, " You dropped your penccil".

He stuttered and it was cute. I said thank you and the class ended for break. During break we were all talking and having a good time and we saw Jasmine talking to some guy and she's not the type to talk to boys. We were all in shocked and we kept giggling for some reason. I saw Jose looking loss and lonely so I decided to go and ask him if he needs assistance. While I was walking FREAKING Megan had to interrupt me and ask if I had History with her. I'm like MOVAHHHH MY DESTINY IS WAITING FOR ME. I simply said not now and she looked pissed cause her white skin turned red! Oh whale 🐳! I asked Jose if he needed help or something and he said, " Sure do you know where the PE lockers are? Also, what's your name?"

I used my sweet pillow talk voice, "PE lockers are in the R-Wing and my name is Cassidy, you can call me Crusty Cassidy."

Jose giggled and again the really unpleasant bell rang. I had Home Ec and I saw Jason.