Thoughts are always constantly in my mind, the fear of being forgotten, the fear for insecurity, the fear of losing, the fear of risk.
You know you are soo much more than this and you know you can acheive much more, considerations and doubts are fear of taking risk.
I questioned myself countless of times have i done all I needed? Was everything done to the best of my abilities? Am I good enough?
These questions linger inside the sea of my thoughts haunting me if I am really doing what I can.
Have I given up on myself? Have I lost my drive?
I need to be stronger, I need to push on, even if I don't do it for myself i can't be selfish and give up on myself when she hasn't.
I need to sort myself up, I need to get my shit together, to be the man I wanna be and not the man I was, big words for a small person.. I totally agree.. I need my focus back, I need my passion..
I need....
