Loving him is my CHOICE
Loving him is my DECISION
But Loving him sets my heart in pain, I Love Him to the point that i will give myself to him.Why can't he love me back?
Everytime that i go to him he keeps on pushing me away he always shut me out. It damn hurts yet i'm still here loving him.Is it wrong to love him?
No matter what happen i will still be loving him.People call me 'stupid,Masochist,Obssessed and crazy' for loving such an evil man but what can i do/ my heart beats only for him. What can i do? Despite of his evilness my heart still look up to him.
Am i that stupid for loving him?
Do i deserve him?
I don't know what to do i'm so confused but one thing is for sure i'm deeply madly love him.