Letters for you...

65

I am bloody scared 

I absolutely have no idea,

what's gonna happen with you,

with me with us

In ten years time 

will you still be here

Damn it ! forget the ten years

will you be here

in a month?

It's that much of a roller coaster, 

like a cut on the back of my hand

that never gets to heal

I know you can't guarantee but I wanna hear ,

hear you say my name

I wanna watch the sunset together ,

sit on a bench when we're both 80?

I know you like that funny feeling too,

I wanna scream and tell people

that we grew old together

I wanna see the hope 

that it would bring to the 

young couple sun bathing

 next to us on the beach, young and wild

Please tell me that,

you feel the same 

that you wanna hold my hand,

and sit next to me too?

Authors note- I think it's time to end this book...Well throughout these 65 poems I showed you the raw and intensely funny feeling I get when I write poetry. I hope you felt those feelings too...That's all I could've asked for...I wanted to make  you feel something. And thank you so much for all of your lovely comments, votes cause when I felt like this book was going nowhere, I would open wattpad and see a comment and my whole day would light up...And I am NOT just saying it to make it look nice! This has been where I have been releasing  all of my emotions for awhile. Whether it was the hopeless feeling of falling out of love, that funny overjoyed feeling you get when you know that you are holding so much love that you can't hide anymore, that sadness that visits you at 1.00am that feeling you can't quite pull out of your chest and it sits there like a lump or that calm, quiet' I will be alright right next to you don't let me go' feeling, thank you for being there all along the course of 65 poems. Ya know that means a lot to me???? Who am I kidding??It means everything to me:)

And I hope that you will look forward to seeing my song book that I have my eyes set on writing!!

Until then please be kind to yourself and keep going on!! cause sometimes we feel like quitting right before the magic is about to happen!!

With love, 

Pondwood 

xoxoxoxoxoxo