Head loopy.Room spinning.Hands tied.Flashing buzzing light. I was alone. Or was I ? I saw a faint shadow by the open door. It came closer and bolder. I couldn't escape. I was tied to his chair. My ankles were chained to his walls. i had tried to scream but he tied up my mouth. With his cloth. It was useless. There was no point even if i could scream. No one would help me. There was nobody here. Except the sick twisted men that brought me here. The men that abuse me. The men that touch me.The men who keep me up at night scared and shattered. That man who makes me feel like i'm nothing. i saw the outline of his face. He turned on the hallway light and then i saw it. Clearly.It was him.His big brown eyes that watch over me. His nose that is always caressed in my neck. His lips that would explore my body every night. His menacing laugh that would keep me paranoid. His was the main man who would haunt my nightmares. But then another man came beside him and then another and then another until there were 10 men in total. They dressed me in this short tight dress and did my hair and makeup. They had done this every week. They sold me to men and i didn't have a choice. Every man no matter who they are thinks the same. They'll do anything. The only way that they could get me there without putting up a fight was that they gave me alcohol instead of water and mixed crushed pills in my food to make me weak and tired. I had no hope of my life ever changing.
I remember walking through a door.A maple colored wooden door. I don't remember every detail of that night but i do remember i went into a bedroom where a man wearing the tiniest underwear i had ever seen. I knew something was going to happen. He brought me here for money. He told me to have fun. Have fun ? Have fun with what? He pushed me onto the bed and left me with the man in the small man thong. I was still woozy and i had no control over my senses. I was flat on my face until he turned me over. He unbuckled my heels and threw them off the bed. He stripped off my tights with his teeth. Making my legs bare and naked. He slowly unbuttoned my dress from the back and kissed my body every step of the way. He slowly unraveled my hair and took of my jewelry. Soon i was just in my tiny underwear and my red laced bra. He came over me. Breathing on me. He was wearing such a strong cologne. It was intoxicating. His red fiery eyes were staring straight into mine. He abused me whilst touching me. He was crazy .Mental. Pugnacious. Anything but normal. He had about 4 bottles of alcohol. He then crashed onto the bed taking me with him.
He was in a deep sleep. Snoring so loudly i couldn't here myself think. I felt suffocated. i tried to move and get up. i was free. i grabbed my clothes and threw them on and slipped into my shoes. The door was just meters away from me. But there was one thing in the way of my freedom. The door was locked and i didn't know were he kept the key. But then from the corner of my eye a beam of light was bouncing on a bobby pin. I raced over to pick it up and rapidly ran to the door while being cautious. I tried picking the lock. but it kept slipping out of my hand. He turned over and I noticed something shiny. I walked over keeping my eye on him and it was the key! i didn't wait another second and i grabbed the key and sprinted to the door and twisted the lock and it opened! I couldn't believe it! I was finally free. I wasn't going to stay in that city another day so i caught the next bus to a city far away from here.
I started college and acted like a normal person with a normal life. I made some friends. Only a few though. I did trust them but not enough to tell them what happened. I wasn't going to tell anyone. Ever. I was walking around the college gardens where i saw this guy. He had a smile which shined like diamonds. Hair that would sway in the warm breeze. Eyes that twinkled like stars. He was perfect but i didn't know how to tell him. His name was Sajan. Upon hearing his name made me smile like and idiot for no reason. I was truly, madly, deeply in love with him. One day in the hallways i bumped into him and we dropped our books on the floor. We both knelt down simultaneously. As we were picking them up are eyes met. I felt magical and drawn in. All i could see was him and nothing else around me. We both held the books together as we stood up still keeping our eyes locked on one another. At that very moment he asked if i would want to go somewhere with him. I could feel myself going bright red. I was trying to talk but the words just wouldn't come out of me. Until i finally had the courage to say yes. So he took my hand and we went on a walk around the flower park. After a bit of walking we both sat on the bench and he told me to wait, so i did. He was going to get something but i didn't know what but i didn't care because i was with him. But i was still wondering where he was. Until there were two hands upon my eyes. He gave me quite a surprise. I turned around and saw that in his mouth he was carrying a rose. I couldn't help myself but to blush and give him a gentle kiss on the cheek. He said he was in love with me and i took the advantage to say that i loved him too. It was the happiest day of my life. We went on many dates after this.
Sajan and i were so in love. We were known as 'The Love Birds'. We would be the first people we would say good morning to and the last people we said good night to. We felt as if we were destined for each other. We felt like life partners even though we weren't married but we were planning for that special day. I felt like i would finally have my happily ever after! Sajan's dad was out of town so we had to do the planning without him. But he was coming back to his home the next day so i was finally going to meet him. So that day i woke up early to get ready for his dads arrival so he could shower me with his blessing. I left my flat in a rush because he was coming very soon. I then had to cross a busy road where cars went past non-stop. There were no pedestrian crossing to get past so i had to be quick. But i was too slow. I was smashed by the coming truck. It was catastrophic. The noise was extremely loud. Sajan and his mom rushed outside to see what had happened. I saw their faces in shock with my eyes slightly open but i couldn't handle the hit and i laid unconscious on the ground.
Sajan rushed me to the hospital with no hesitation, while his mom waited for the dad. I was took to the operating room immediately and i had lost a lot of blood and they patched my cuts and i was put on the life machine to help me breathe and stay alive. i laid in a room on my own with the machines. I was completely still. Almost as if i was dead. I started to regain my consciousness and i saw a similar body outline come closer. I opened my eyes wider to see and he came closer and bolder. It was him. Not Sajan but the guy from my nightmares. My heart started to race. I was hoping that he wouldn't recognize me but i would need more than hope for him not to recognize me. I saw his facial expression change instantly. He grabbed my arms and started to shake me and shout things at me like'HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO ESCAPE?! DID YOU THINK YOU'D GET AWAY WITH IT?!'. I was petrified. I couldn't think properly. There was to much going on! My heart rate shot up! My head was heating up and my blood was rising! i could feel myself getting dizzy and then...*BEEEEEEEEEP!!!!* The heart monitor showed a straight line. I was dead. The Doctors, Sajan and his mom barged in and saw his hands around my neck. The Doctors grabbed him and called the police. Sajan and his mom refused to be a part of him. They also filed a case against him and at the court he confessed what he also done and the other men were also arrested and given a life sentence in jail. Sajan still saw me as his one and only wife and had never married anyone because i was still in his heart. But alas my soul can rest in peace since I had justice now.
