No Chances Left (featuring Baekhyun & Taeyeon)

No Chances Left

NO CHANCE LEFT

YURI

My name is Kwon Yuri. I've been in love with the same guy for the past 5 years. First, I thought it was puppy love since we were young back then. Now, I have completely fallen for him. Also, his special eyesmile is one of the reason why I fell for him.

I have no intentions of telling him that I like him or whatsoever. Not until my bestfriend nagged me into it. A lot of girls confess to Baekhyun except me. I don't need to do what they're doing.

If I confess to him in that way, it's like I'm competing with the others. I should confess to him because I want to, not because I'm THREATENED that he'll be taken away by another girl.

My bestfriend, Yoona, told me to confess to him in a special occasion to be more you know... "special" according to Yoona. She thinks that he'll be happier in that way.

May 6,2012 (Baekhyun's birthday)
First Chance

It's the first time I've tried to confess to him. Along with Baekhyun's brother, Baekjoong(OC), and his bestfriend, Chanyeol, we went to Lotte World to celebrate his birthday.

"Hey, Birthday Boy, any plans on having a girlfriend?" Chanyeol asked.

I blushed at what he said for no particular reason. Fortunately, none of them noticed.

"Let's not talk about that today, arasso? It's my birthday and I want to get my mind far from those things right now," Baekhyun laughed that flashed his eyesmile.

What he said made me stop from confessing. If I confess right now, his mood might change and I don't want that. And there goes my first chance.... It ended into a failure.

On that day, I went home with three hurtful things...

Sorrowful steps for the pain I'm experiencing now.

A beffudled mind for the sudden confession of Baekjoong to me.

A disappointed heart for my failed attempt in confessing.

There's always a second chance.

December 24, 2012 (Christmas Eve)
Second Chance

I went to Baekhyun's house, which is right beside ours, to meet him but found their family in despair when they found out about Baekjoong's sudden death. Knowing that his brother has feelings for me, my confession was, once again, stopped.

Baekhyun might think that he is betraying his own brother if he accepts my feelings. Well that's if he accepts.

"Yuri-ah," Baekhyun called with his hoarse voice

"We found this in hyung's bag," he said as he handed me a box.

Not knowing what to do, I took it with my cold, trembling hands.

"Wear those gloves. I think hyung noticed your cold hands and knitted that for you. Who would've thought that he knows how to knit," he tried to joke but failed as he started to cry.

I wore the left pair on my left hand and wore the other one to Baekhyun's hand.

He looked up with his tear-soaked face, looking puzzled at my actions.

"I'm sure Baekjoong wouldn't want his own brother to have cold hands like mine," I said and flashed him a reassuring smile.

But his eyesmile never showed.

December 31, 2012 (New Year's Eve)
Third Chance

Baekhyun and his family tried their best to celebrate New Year. Even though it's just days after Baekjoong's funeral, our families joined together to celebrate New Year. Well, they believe in the saying, "The more, the merrier"