BTS : love story

jungkook

Huimang's pov

💔❣Jungkook my boyfriend I grew up with him to me he was the only one i loved the most important and precious but to him I'm just another girl."hey wanna watch a movie" I said "um...I can't"he replied " wae do you need to study" I asked "no I'm meting with a friend".its always like that with him he meets up with girl in front of her like its nothing
Actually the word love never came out of his mouth only mines.ever since I known him he never said I love.he hadn't said anything to me from the first day till the 100th day... 200th day... when we say goodbye he always gives me a doll...everyday and she doesn't know why...
Time skipped~
Then one day...."erm...oppa?"I asked "what...don't drag, just say.." He said "I love you" I told him."erm..you....what?just take this doll and go home..." He Said.this is how he ignores me 3 words and a doll...then he disappears as if he is running away.

The dolls that he gave me every day filled my room...one by one....there were many

Then one day came her 19th year old birthday when I got up I pictured a party with him...I stranded myself and waited for his call.....but...lunch past, dinner passed...the sky was dark...he still didn't call.
It was tiring looking at the phone anymore then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me up from sleep...he told me to go outside my house.....I was so excited...."oppa..?"
"Here take this..." and again he handed me a little doll again..."what's this"
"I didn't give it to you yesterday ... So I'm giving it to you now.im going home now ..bye.."he said
"Oppa wait do you know what today is"I asked
"Today's? What about it?" He replied .... My HEART sank.... I thought he would remember my birthday instead he turned around and walked away...."WAIT" i shouted " you have something yo say"he asked
"Tell me.....tell me..that you love me."
"What did you say?"he asked " oppa it's just 3 words please" I begged
" I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily....if you are desperate to hear that...then find someone else huimang" that was what he had said and then ran off...my legs felt numb...and I fell to the ground..."he didn't want to say it easily...how could he"I mumbled to myself maybe he is not the right guy for me....after that day I stranded at home crying....he didn't call but I still waited he just continued to give her a doll.....that's how that's how the dolls piled up...after a month I got myself together and went to school seeing him with another girl smiles get something he never showed me... I ran home a threw the dolls
Then he called and told me to go to the bus stop
So I went and saw him with a big doll
"You came I thought you were upset ...here"he said " I don't need it" I said "what...why?"he asked
I grabbed the doll and threw it on the road
"I don't need this doll!!i don't need it!!i don't want to see a person like you anymore!!!" I yelled
But unlike other days his eyes were shaking "s-sorry huimang" he said with his shaking voice
He walk to the road and grabbed the doll..."Pabo!!just throw it out !!"I yelled at him...but he ignored me
" honk honk" a truck was heading towards him..."jungkook move ,move away Pabo" I yelled
He stands up and looks at me with sad eyes
 
                                                BOOM!!
No matter how much I wished I would take back the words I said...I couldnt
After that day I had to go through everyday with guiltiness
After 2 months living like a crazy person I took out the doll abs started to count them  "one...two...three...four..." "483....484....485" it all ended
I started to cry again I hugged one doll tightly and suddenly..."I love you~, I love you~" I dropped the doll in shock....I picked up each doll and pressed its tummy one by one
Then I took the last doll under my bed doll number 486 the one that fell on the road with a blood stain on it I pressed its tummy and his voice came out
" Hun..do you what today isn't? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you...um...since I was too shy...if you forgive me and take this doll.. I will say I love you...." The big doll said
The tears came flowing out of me..."why...why..." I asked God
Why do I only know about this now
For that ...and for that reason...to her... It became courage....to live a beautiful life...❣💔