Loving the Devil in Disguise (On hold) 10

Chapter 1.

Danger...

Five years Kong inalagaan yung relasyon namin, sa loob ng mahabang panahon na iyon ay nagawa Kong itago Ang tungkol sa Amin ni jairus sa family ko at mga kaibigan. Our relationship is private na kahit sa side Niya ay wala ding Alam tungkol sa Amin.

I distract myself in any possible ways para makalimutan siya, I wander, go on a trip with friends, clubbing, pampering and most of all I give time para sa sarili ko na naging alipin Niya sa loob ng limang taon.

Hindi Ako nagmukmok Gaya ng Iba but I cried and I think I lost all the tears already. I'm trying to move on and face the new beginnings ahead, where the light gives me the right direction to take.

But never will I thought that our paths once again crossed, and that's in Maldives where me and my friends are having a good time.

Nag-iinuman kame ng mga kaibigan at kasama Kong mga flight attendants din sa isang bar ng bigla siyang lumapit sa akin, Marahas Niya akong hinila palabas ng bar ng walang kahirap. May friends panic about his actions even the bouncers approach us but jairus is too strong and all he gave them was a deadly glare.

When I saw him again, Akala ko wala na Ang sakit. Well, it's been almost four months since we parted ways but he's in front of me wearing that angry look. Ramdam ko pa din yung sakit, at lahat halos ay bumalik sa aking isip yung nangyari at brutal naming break-up.

"You're a fucking whore! Bakit ka nakikipag-usap at nakikipag-tawanan sa amerikanong iyon? You're a flirt! God damn it! -he shouted in front of my face ng nagtagumpay siyang dalhin Ako sa labas ng bar

I took his words and it's funny how na Wala na itong ubra, since manhid na yata Ako sa mga mura at masasakit niyang salita sa akin kahit Dati pa man.

I drink two shots of vodka and margarita a while ago and I felt little dizzy but I'm not drunk Kaya Alam Ko Ang dating at Tono ng boses niyang iyon. I had known him for long at kabisadong kabisado ko iyon, no--- wait, I don't know him exactly. Yeah, not exactly. Not the jairus I knew.

"You don't fucking care. And excuse me? Who are you by the way? -kalma Kong sabi sa kanya

Nakita Kong umangat Ang itaas na bahagi ng labi Niya sa Sinabi ko at pagkuway bumuga ng hangin.

"Hindi Ako nakikipag-lokohan sayo Dorothy deanne! I so fucking hate seeing you with somebody! I fucking hate it when you flirt to someone! And I fucki----

"Fuck you. We're done. Get lost. -putol ko sa kanya at madaling tinanggal Ang kamay Niya sa braso ko na mahigpit niyang hinahawakan simula pa kanina

Hence, I remain calm and composed myself as I turn my back on him, Pero maagap niya akong hinila at mahigpit na hinapit Ang aking bewang sanhi ng paglapit ng Aming Mukha habang Ang dalawa Kong kamay ay naglanding sa matipuno niyang dibdib.

"You don't talk to me like that, 'coz baby you know what I can do. -he said while his jaw was clenched

Napalunok Ako, his staring deadly at me that I should be alarm and let myself run from him but my body is telling the other way. Nililinlang Ako ng katawan ko mismo.

Napasinghap Ako sa Hawak Niya sa aking bewang lalo pa't Mas lalo lang Niya akong nilalapit sa kanya, I can even smell his breath which is the mixture of a mint and alcohol. At yung perfume Niya--- that's the gift I gave him nung five years namin. I can't help but close my eyes.

Nandun pa din yung epekto Niya sa akin, yung kahibangan ko sa kanya at Ang pag-Ibig, kahit na sinaktan Niya Ako ng sobra.

"Why are you doing this jairus? Wala na tayo, we parted our ways already. And it's been four months! Bakit ba? Ano na naman ba to? -I asked out of confusion Dahil Hindi ko talaga mainitindihan Kung Bakit Niya ginagawa Ito

A devilish smile form in his face and I hate that, it means something and I don't want to think about that. Madali akong kumilos para kumawala uli sa kanya but I stunned with his words that makes my knees tremble.

"Because I like to and I missed you. That's all.

I was speechless, my gaze stays on him at ganun dun siya. He me knows too well, he knows how to use his power over me and I hate that. Dahil Alam niyang siya Ang kahinaan ko. Damn!

"Baby I missed you, it pissed me off when someone's holding you the way I was. When someone is near you just the way we were before.

"Gago. Sinaktan mo ko, Ano anong masasakit na salita Ang pinagtatapon mo sa akin, pinagbuhatan mo Ako ng kamay. Tapos ngayon magpakita ka para sabihin sa akin na miss mo na Ako? Aba'y Ikaw tong nakikipag-lokohan, masaya akong nakikipag inuman sa mga kaibigan ko tapos sinira mo lang Dahil sa pesteng I miss you mo? What the hell jairus? -mahabang wika ko gamit Ang kalmadong boses ngunit May diin at pait pa din doon

His face turned into something that I couldn't read but then went back from what it is used before, my system is panicking inside Baka any moment ay hampasin na lang Niya Ako bigla o Ano Kaya madali akong kumawala sa kanya at nagtagumpay Ako. I don't want that to happen again, I had enough. I was once a battered girlfriend and never will that happen again. Never.

"And you're damn more sexy now, and it give me the want to taste your flesh and feel your warmth. Oh, I missed that. -he smiled and look at me intently na bang Wala lang yung Sinabi ko, na parang Wala siyang narinig mula sa akin tungkol sa ginawa Niya Dati

Nangatog yung tuhod ko, as I turn my back on him. I don't know how fast I can walk with my four inches heels but damn it, i just did in a split of minutes and before I knew nasa harap na Ako ng pintuan ng bar.

I didn't look back, I'm afraid. I wish that he'll just disappear. But as soon as I sat down my phone vibrated and I can't help but to feel in danger.

See you in New York baby. -J