Love: A girl who came late (part 1/3)

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Love: A girl who came late
She loved him after a long time watching him from far away.
She loved him in the way he hold the cup and drinks his coffee.
She loved him by the sound he made from typing on the keyboard.
She loved him when she found herself reflect in his warm eyes.
She loved him how he sent her sweet texts every afternoon.

Everything would be perfect,
Only if she had come to him before his wife.
If it's an arranged marriage,
She would be happy with an excuse that he didn't love his wife.
If there wasn't "a wife" next to him on bed,
Those lovely messages would be sent in the morning till night.
If there wasn't "a house" wait for him to come back,
He would never check the watch constantly when he's next to her.

I know everything when we started.
Not because I stalked him, but because he told me.
I thought it doesn't matter until I'm with him,
But suddenly I became starving for his love.
I can't bear holding his hand when the ring is there.
I can't stand the ignorance of him when his wife called.
I'm jealous of the woman who prepared lunch for him.
These feelings mixed together and haunted me down so badly.

I can't no longer believe him when he said love me
I can't no longer give him the brightest smile that he loved.
I slowly started doubting everything around "the love" and "him".
Am I right or wrong to love him like this?
Should I leave now,
as I was already late at the start?

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