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Some serious stuff

Let me put this into a story. It would make it easier.

I fell for a girl that I'm not going to mention. She was amazing. At first, I thought it was just a crush. But, with a crush, it comes and goes. But it never went for her. It grew. One day, she was talking about love, and she said that when your around the one you loved, your heart would beat faster an your hands would start to tingle. When she said that, I thought I was in love with her. I thought about living life with her, and I knew I had to ask. Prom was coming up, and I was going to ask her then. But then I realized, she was probably going to say no, and I cried at the thought ( I only thought about it at night) . I spend every wish, every chance, and every hope on her saying yes. It was Saturday,the day of the prom, and I was as nervous as ever. I'm in drama, so I'm good at hiding emotion. Early during the prom, when everyone was away ( as in not near us), and it was only me her, I asked. I phrased it horribly, but I asked. She said " I think that would be nice " , or something close to that. The rest of that night was magical. I was so happy. Monday came and she seemed distant. Tuesday, she broke up with me. She talked about a sinking feeling she gets whenever she dates someone, and, even though I can't explain it, it made sense when she said it. I was devastated. I just barley held back the tears. I tried to show that I was ok, but I don't think I hid my emotion too well. I cried myself to sleep. It was hard to even look at her. The school talent show was Thursday, and like always she was singing with her beautiful voice. At I couldn't hold back the question. I had to ask why she said yes. Emotion was getting to me and I didn't quit hear the answer. I learned that the universe uses loopholes too. I spent every hope and wish that she would say yes.  

Sorry if that was too serious for anybody reading. I had to get this off my chest.