Kateyln

Little boy

I just wanted to my me head on a wall. Every time i felt bad i remembered the promise. i saw everything flash before me. i- i here. this is the story. i was sent to zane's office for meeting i was scared i hadn't had a meeting before. i -i i got in his office then i fell over his box on the floor... i asked "sorry but what is this box for?" Zane spoke" open it." so i did and ins-i-d-e was a-a  weapon. he said "stab the boy" so i picked it up and i raised my hands and put the weapon through his heart. after i said" i have to go i can't stay" a tear fell from my face i tried to remember the promise. i ran out the door and i hid my tears but when i got out i cried and jeffery held me. i have to say though it felt comforting. i didn't know how to explain to him what had just happened. he said i heard everything and it was not your fault you couldn't- Of course it was my fault i ended a little boys life. i just can't. 

(later that night)

i fell asleep for i had a huge long day and  was supper tired. i fell asleep then had a nightmare, i could not breath or doing anything like that in my sleep last night.