I hate when I have to cry my self to sleep because I want to go home but the thing is I am home it just doesn't feel the same with you gone and someone else taking your place. I know you probably don't care anymore and I know you have your own issues so I I shouldn't bother you with this but I just want to say it is the worst feeling when you care about someone so much that it is hard to let go and you forget to care about your self it sucks because I care and I'm just left here in the dark because you don't care and I'm just here waiting for you to come back but in the back of my mind I know your not coming back and it is the worst feeling it is even worse then the feeling of not being loved being forgotten is way worse then feeling unloved
