To:MOM
Funny how I wake up every morning feeling incomplete when you were never there to see me grow up, How I still wish you where here when I don't know who you are, how I want to feel your embrace when I don't know how it is to have you- a teacher, advisor, protector, a fan, a Mother...
How can I miss you when you weren't there the firat time I blew a candle for my sixth birthday, when I first played my favorite doll with the kida on the neighborhood. You weren't the one who walked with me to get my first award in school. You were not the mother who barged in the Principal's office on the day I got in a fight with my friend. You never knew my bestfriend- how cute He was and the secrets we shared. You never told me anything about boys and you said nothing the first time I broke my heart, thinking that my first boyfriend would be the man I will marry in ten or fifteen years time. You weren't there to tell me how proud you are when I passed my first job interview at a young age. You never saw how I met the man I truly loved, this time with all my heart and how I look forward to spend my gray and old days with him. You were not there when I grew up from being a child to a young girl ; a young girl to a lady. You will never know the thinga that makes me complete outside when Inside I am not- Music,books, nail polish, poetry, etc.
Yes, you were never there all my life
And I thank you for that
In fact, I love you for that
Thank you for not being with me all those years- I have grown strong.
For not guiding me as a mom would do to her teenage daughter- I have learned to become mature through lessons and experiences.
Because you never made me feel how a mother loves her child, I gave more love and I treasure the people around me.
And because, I never had a complete family, I look forward to having a happy one with a loving husband and healthy children.
I know that I will always look for you, your love, embrace, and I will always wish that you can wipe my tears away when I feel weak.
But I also know that you have loved me and all your children with all that you are. Yoy left me in this world as a way to show how much you care. You left me to become a warrior: strong and brave yet full of love and dreams to fulfill .
Yes , I don't know you.
But I LOVE YOU, MOM
From: your Daughter
