Going under *Originally Drift*

Chapter 7

I sit down on my bed, smiling so hard that my cheeks are starting to cramp up. He finally likes me, we're finally together. No matter how long we've known each other, who cares. 'Its because he can't see you' my subconscious snarls at me and I frown. No, even he said, eye doesn't care. 

'He doesn't care because he's blind, if he was not he wouldn't have even thought of looking your way, your not special'  

"Shut up" I whisper to myself  

'Your not wanted, he can't see you!'  

"Shut up, shut up, get out of my head!" I scream. My door swings open and I see my mother standing there is some type of clothing, that looks really slutty on my behave. She also has a bottle of..vodka? I'm not sure. 

"What the fuck is going on in here, why are you screaming!?" I jump. 

"It was nothing, don't act like your curious" I snarl. She glares at me. 

"I am when I'm trying to sleep, I have work in 3 hours and your screaming like a fucking psycho!"  

"You never work, stop lying" I stand up from my bed and stand in front of her. 

"I had to get a job because your too fucking fat and lazy to get one!" I scoff. 

"I'm at school, and anyway it's not my responsibility to get one MOTHER" I emphasise on the word. 

"You could at least try to help out, your just selfish like your father!" I growl and push her out the door. 

"Don't you DARE day that my father is selfish! He hung himself because you we're a fucking bitch! You pushed him around like a rag doll and smiled whilst doing it! He left because you ruined his life, so don't you fucking dare say he was selfish, you BITCH!" I slam the door in her face and take a deep breath. The nerve of her. 

I grab my coat and open the window, jumping out and fleeing to the park across the road. It seemed like the best place right now. I didn't wanna annoy chris, and Lucy isn't speaking to me so, yeah.  

I notice Trevor is sitting at the park again, at least I think it's him. 

"Trevor?" I yell out, his head snaps up and he smiles. 

"Hey Mrs Gaston" I blush 

"Shut up" I smack his shoulder and sit down beside him. 

"But seriously, I'm happy that you finally got him, don't Hurt him okay?" I nod and smile. 

"I could never hurt him, I'm more worried about him hurting me" I look down at my old trainers. 

"Why's that" he turns to face me on the bench. 

"Well, for one, I'm fat. I'm ugly. I have no good flaws. My mothers a drunken prostitute, my father is dead, I'm not smart, I don't have any talents. He's gonna leave" I feel a lump in my throat, but I press it down. 

"Honey, he's in love with you" I scoff. 

"That's impossible, he hasn't even seen me before, it's meant to be love at first sight" he sighs. 

"Just trust me, he likes you a lot, don't let him go" Trevor gets up, kisses my forehead and is on his way. 

"Hey, you wanna come over my house, Chris will be there" I smile and nod. 

"I'd love to" 

*skip the walk* 

"Here we are" Trevor opens the door and and gestures me to go in.  

"You have a beautiful house" I say, inhaling the vanilla scent that surrounded the environment. 

"Thank you"  

"TREVOR IS THAT YOU!?" I see Trevor cringe. 

"Yes don't yell!, come down here I have a surprise" I hear footsteps and a stick bang against the marble floor. 

"Almost there" 

"Be careful Chris" Trevor leans over and whispers in my ear. 

"Hug him when I tell you, but be quiet" I nod and smile. Chris finally gets to the last step and pauses. 

"Where's my surprise?" Trevor nods toward Chris and I walk over to him, and wrap my arms around his neck. 

"Who's this?" He asks and Trevor giggles. 

"Well, what's your girlfriends name?" Trevor says, and Chris's eyes widen. 

"Skye!?" I laugh 

"Surprise?" He grabs my face and kisses all over it. 

'W-what are you doing" I say, trying to control my giggling. 

"I'm so happy that you here" he pulls me closer and hugs me tightly. 

"I'm happy that I'm here, thanks to your brother" 

"Yeah how do you know each other" he scrunched his nose up in confusion. 

"I thought he was you, and we started talking at the park across from my house and then today, I met him there again" I smile and realisation hit his face. 

"That's why you were teasing me!" He points to the place beside Trevor and he just smirks. 

"I have no idea what your talking about" he whistles and walks off. 

"Come on, lets go to my room" I help him up the stairs and we're at a door with a 'enter at your own risk' sign on it. 

"Nice door" 

"Yeah, nobody's aloud in here, but your okay" I smile big, 

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I FINALLY UPDATED!!! Haven't worked on this book for awhile! I've been at a loss with this one, I need more Idea's._. But I'm working on another book, it'd called 'the asylum' it's crap as well but, oh well! Thanks for reading!,