and I was in the dark
I was hurt
but I didn't see what was hurting me, I just knew it was there
and I didn't feel where it hurt, I just knew it did
and I didn't know what was making it hurt, I just knew something wasand I think that's the worst pain
the confused pain
the pain where you have nothing or no one to be mad at
or to hate
because you
don't fucking know what's wrong with you