My head pounded. The pain wakes me up. I open my eyes seeing blur after a minute my vision becomes clear again. Licking my lips I look around seeing my moms and Justin's mom around me, looking worried.
I rub my forehead asking. "W-w-w-what's going on?" My mom comes closer looking at me. "You fainted, hun." And then everything comes back to me.
Justin moved his fingers! Holy shit Justin moved his fingers!
"How's Justin? Is he awake? Is he well?" I ramble off my questions. Pattie sobs getting out the room as I raise my eyebrows confused.
"Justin is still in a coma, babe." Mama says sadly bitting her lips.
"W-what? N-no that's not true Charlie saw his fingers move." I grab my hair pulling it. Did he lie to me? "No, that can't be true! Tell me you're joking!" I can't take this anymore.
"I'm sorry sweetheart." Mom says rubbing my shoulder.
I lay back down putting my head on the pillow subbing.
When is this nightmare gonna end?
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1 week later
The sound of Justin's heart monitor was my weakness. Every time it beeped I jumped suddenly and shut my eyes. 1 week has passed he's been in a coma and everyday that passes by I feel my heart go weaker.
Why did this had to happen to me? Someone that made me a person I am today is not waking up. Everything happened so damn fast. Why wasn't I there with him? Why did I even leave him? Fucking hell, why god, why? I guess I'll never know.
I sat beside him as always I did this week. A tear rolls down my face seeing breath tubes were connected to him while an IV pumped fluids in him. Grabbing his cold hands rubbing them and placing a kiss on it. All I can do is pray and wait for him to wake up.
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Later that day
I just got out of school moms forced me to go so I did having no other choice. As the bell rings I run fast to my car, getting in throwing my backpack in the back of the car, starting the car I drive to the hospital.
I get off the car picking up my backpack locking the car after, running to the hospital, going in I go to Justin's room sighing I see him still sleeping.
"Hey baby boy, I'm back. Sorry I left I had to go to school, and what sucks so much is that I have a Math test tomorrow." Rolling my eyes I throw my bag on the ground with me sitting on the chair. The same chair I sat for a week.
Ten minutes passed by I decided to read for the test. "If you were awake you would have helped me huh?" Stupid question, I know I'm trying to make conversation.
After doing five questions I heard a knock on the door making the door open. Might be Charlie again but it's a young nurse coming in.
"Um, hi." She says waving her hand.
"Hello." I simply answer her not knowing why she's here.
"You might be wondering why I'm here. I've been seeing you here for a couple of days." She says.
"And?" I ask waiting for her to continue.
"Is your friend okay?" That question pissed me off.
What kind of friends would-ugh never mind.
"Get out." I slowly answer her.
"Excuse me?"
"I said get OUT! Are you deaf?!" I yell glaring at her standing up. She got up scared running after the door closing it shut.
Chuckling I smirk. We really don't need another Charlie in here. "And babe that is how you take out the trash." I say looking at Justin not doing any movement, sighing I go back doing my work.
After an hour of work I decided to close it not feeling like doing it anymore. Putting my stuff away.
I look at Justin resting on the bed breathing remembering the first time I looked at him in another way like he was more then a friend to me.
I felt like I was in a cartoon lovestruck, shower the harpoon felt flying high as a balloon and not coming down. I got no chill around him. But I was trying, trying to play it cool. Didn't want to rush it on too soon. I wanted to keep him around.
Superstitiously I was watching my words. All of my words.
Like a birthday wish I wanted to say out loud wanted to tell everyone that he was my only one, screaming at the top of my lungs but I was whispering because I didn't want to jinx anything at that time.
Now blue birds fly over my head. Wet dreams swimming around my bed. Keeping my eyes closed 11:11. Just hoping you will stay. Fingers crossed when I kiss you. Knocking wood when I miss you. I'm acting like a teenage fool when you are with me.
But still not any movement from you.
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The last part of inspired by the song Jinx by DNCE. I'm in love with that song.
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