Well today I learned that she's not. She's not psychotic or crazy or obsessed with me. But she is deeply in love with me. And I swear to you... I don't know why I ever just... played her. She has never left my side. She has always been there for me, answered when I called, replied within seconds when I texted her and not ever has she ignored me, not once. I dont even talk to her! but when I do its like she doesnt notice a thing like if everything is okay! I mean... I never really loved her. Didn't like her. She got annoying.. she made things seem so crazy I thought she was a liar but she's not. And I learned its not that she didnt get annoying its just i was an ass to realize what i had in front of me. I mean look at me! im here explaining to you how i feel now and how much shit i realize now because of what happened today?!
