Sometimes in our lives we have pain. We have suffering. We have failure and doubts. Sometimes in our lives we wonder what it would be like if we were gone. Would we be missed? Would we be forgotten? But God doesnt want this from us, for we are bigger and stronger than we come across to be. Nobody knows about your entire life and every detail but you, and it is hard for everyone to understand what exactly you want in this life, and how you feel. Nobody knows these things, but God. He knows your heart inside and out and hopes that you trust him to take away all the pain, all the suffering, all the failure and doubts. He is as real as it gets. If you are gone, you WILL be missed. You WONT be forgotten. Somebody out there loves you. But the greatest love of all comes from God. Stay strong in life and know that if you have a question, He is right there to answer. He is right there to keep you on the right path if you just let him. God knows what is best.