Secretly Breaking A Gracy Fanfiction

Admitting it to myself

Hey guys its kasey i'm finally updating but I wanted to tell you that if you wanted an explanation on why i didnt update you can read my authors note I made a while ago. Anyway let's get to it shall we?

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Graser 

Why? why did I do it? I  kissed her. I love her. Yet I'm not supposed to love her, I told myself I wouldn't, I couldn't fall in love with the sweetness that is Stacy Hinojosa. Yet I did, I'm a disappointment to my ex-girlfriend, My parents and myself.

I ran home, well not home but where I lived. Away from my love, Away from everything, I'm a coward. I deserve to die. 

Slowly but surely I made my way back to the Home I ran away from Stacy leaving her there alone. I opened the door to see Liam he saw that I was crying and took me into our secret hiding place under the floorboards of the Home which led to the tunnels we had made a long time ago. We just sat there my head lied gently on his lap whilst I cried. He held me a I told him the entire story of me and Stacy, He didn't interrupt me he just listened. I really needed that.

I woke up the next day with a pounding headache I was still in the tunnels with my head still resting on Liam's lap gently. I woke Liam up and we wen't upstairs to get ready for school.

To say I was scared would be an understatement. I was scared of Logan and Stacy actually I'm scared of Logan hurting Stacy for the pepper spray incident.

I walked to school notebook in hand. I know Stacy is gonna see me but I have a plan I'm gonna run away and be a coward. I know great plan right? no the answer is no.

I was about a block away from school when I was stopped by someone placing their hand on the back of my shoulder. "why'd you kiss me" I hear a faint voice say behind me. I turned around and saw Stacy and her eyes were red. She was crying. I made Stacy cry. It's my fault, I did this to her.

I ran to school away from Stacy. As soon as I got to school I wen't straight to my spot where no on can find me, the place where I constantly hurt myself even more than I'm already hurting. I slowly got my razor out of my bag and slid them across my wrist going a little deeper than usual.

I watched as blood slid down my wrist, I started getting dizzy my vision was becoming unclear I tried to stand up but quickly fell back down but I landed on my wrist. I tried to scream but I haven't talked in so long that nothing came out. I slowly started closing my eyes. This is it time to leave this dreadful place. I was about to close my eyes. Right before I closed my eyes I heard a loud gasp followed by a scream for help.

Then all I was black. 

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There you go I updated kind of a cliff hanger but we shall soon figure out what happens next. BYE!