Darkness {Sequel To "Nightmares"}

Discontinuation

A.N: Hey... I feel awful for this, I really do. I've kept you guys waiting for so long, I kept thinking I would get my inspiration for this story back, and I'd update... But I never did.

I guess I don't have a good excuse... Of course, I've been busy, writer's block, and all that crap. I usually write/wrote Solangelo when I was happy, cause the two of them are such a happy ship! But lately I've just been kinda depressed... And yeah, I still get happy over some things, like ToA, and (SPOILER ALERT) Solangelo being conon now, but it just isn't the same as actual happiness.

To me, it's almost like there are two kinds of happiness: Artificial, which is happiness that has no real meaning, comes from false joys, and can be easily destroyed. And real happiness, which you can feel inside of you, like little bubbles of joy that just burst and make you smile and laugh without reason. It's the kind of happiness that nothing can break down, or tear away from, and, if you're lucky, it'll stay with you throughout your life.

The most I've had lately is artificial happiness, and very little of that, too. After your real happiness is gone, I don't know if you can get it back or not... I know that my existential crisis is the reason for my real happiness disappearing, and I truly apologize for this all.

But, I am, as of now, officially discontinuing this book. It was going to have an awful ending, anyway --

Will would officially propose to Nico, and a while later, Will would have a job as a doctor (of course) . He would save up his money, and eventually buy Nico laser eye surgery, to give his sight back. Sometime later, they'd adopt some kids, and all that cuteness, and then I was planning on killing you all. Nico would go to their family doctor (surprisingly not Will) and find out that he has some form of cancer, later revealed to be the same one that killed Will's mom, a bunch of drama, and Nico ends up pulling the plugs on his own life, not being able to stand the constant meds, hospital food, and charities anymore. And when I say "pull the plug" I mean it. He was gonna actually rip out any of the cords hooked to his body, right after saying goodbye to Will. "I'll see you in Elysium." Were going to be his last words...

But, yeah. That's not happening now. Again, I'm really sorry! And I love you all! Thank you for the support, but I honestly can't continue this book now. I'm so sorry... There are plenty of other Solangelo books out there, much better than mine, so I'm sure you won't miss me much....

Well, goodbye you guys... It's been an amazing experience. "Nightmares" was my first book on here, and now look at me. I'm full of ideas and hope, and it's all thanks to you guys -- My first readers.

I'll see you in Elysium... (Jk, I'm a terrible person, I'm going to the Fields of Punishment.)