"Who do you like?"
He texts me over and over but I don't reply.
He is so sweet and kind, but he isn't you.
He isn't the one I want.
I don't know what you did to me but I don't like it.
I don't even want you anymore.
You have changed..
We were never meant to be together,
but I wanted it to work.
I wanted a cute relationship
with someone who actually cared.
But you didn't really care.
I was a trophy.
You wanted me so you could brag,
so you could tell others
"she's mine."
I didn't believe it at first.
I thought you were different.
I thought you cared.
I thought it was going to work out.
All the guys said,
"He's just going to use you."
His ex said,
"She's going to get hurt."
You know what?
They were right.
and I hate it.
I want what we had,
but with someone else.
I don't want you around anymore.
I want to replace you with someone who actually cares.
But I tried that.
He was just like you.
What is it with you guys?
I thought he would complete me.
We joked and I was blinded by ignorance.
I was blinded by want, by need.
but I didn't find what I needed,
I still haven't.
I am still looking,
searching.
Will I ever find what I'm looking for?
Now, I ignore both of you.
I truly don't care about you anymore.
I have moved on.
but when I am alone,
I think back on what we used to have,
when I was unaware of your intentions,
when I thought you actually cared,
And I mourn for my loss.
Now you are doing the and with my friend.
It doesn't bother me.
but if you hurt her,
You are dead.
I don't want you,
So don't text me.
You can't get me again.
Leave,
because if you stay,
I know
I won't be able to
hold you off.
you will find your way in again.
so leave
and don't come back.
I am not yours anymore.
A/N: hi, I'm Emily:) This is basically just going to be me venting so yea... bye:)
