this book was written for you
to remind you daily that i had loved you
i truly did
my first love
the only one who loved me as much as i did them
we were good together
until we weren't
we fed off each others misery
to an unhealthy point
and i know its been years
and i know you have someone who loves you
the way you deserve to be loved
and i'm so happy for you
truly
i am
but i need to apologize to you
we deserved more than a breakup text
two years of love deserves more than that
you deserve more than that
and i'm sorry for how i treated you
i depended on you to keep me sane
and thats more than anyone should have to worry about
