The Scars of the Tortured (Editing)

Therapy!

Mark never liked to go to therapy because it was a waste of his time. Mark sat and waited for his turn to go in. Then the front desk lady told him it was his turn. He went in and sat down on the black sofa. His therapist was sitting at her desk with her back to him. She then turned around and got up and sat in front of him with her legs crossed.

Therapist- Hello, Mr Tuan. How have you been since we last talked?

She spoke in English and had a British accent.

Mark- Hello, Raina. I am okay. How about you?

Raina- I'm fine. Now has anything happened since we last talked?

Mark- I had a nightmare yesterday, I meet a girl at the park and we talked for a bit, and then I made my best friend mad because I questioned her about her job. And, it was in that order. Just saying.

Raina- Alright! Let's talk about the nightmare first. What happened in it?

Mark- I keep hearing that woman's voice and that is it! Next!

Raina- Okay. Now who his this girl that you meet?

Mark- Her name is Y/N. She ran into me on the street but then I talked to her in the park. She was nice and her little listen to our songs. Which is nice.

Raina- I am glad that you made a new friend! She sounds nice!

Mark- Yeah but then Elizabeth texted me asking me what her name was and I got mad because she always does this.

Raina- Mark you know she has to do this because of her job.

Mark- You think I don't know this! Of course I know it is her job! I am not stupid!

Raina- Mark you're getting mad! You need to be calm.

Mark- You want to tell me anything else about or something I should do! I am not some thing that can be pushed around like some paper doll! Do I look like that because I am not that! At all!

Raina- Mark I was not ordering you to do anything. Mark is there something you would like to tell me if you ready?

Mark- No! There is nothing to tell! I don't even know why I'm here! Why should I come here?

Raina- Because you parents want you to feel better or move on with your life and feel safe again.

Mark- Safe! Safe is something that never comes to mind when I think about moving on or coming here! Every time I come here I feel the depressed because everyone that walks through that door has this chain wrapped around them and every time it gets harder to move and breathe! And, all they can keeping "is if I keep moving I might be one day free from everything that hurt me and put this darkness over me and these scars on my back! If I keep coming back I might find peace!" But deep down they believe they are going to be in those chains forever and stuck with a shadow that keeps reminding them they have those scars! That is what I feel when I come here! I will never be safe even if I have the best bodyguard in the world from the people who put those scars on my back! The people who put Elizabeth has my bodyguard never once thought about who is going to protect me from me! Who going to protect me from myself! There is going to be no one to protect me from myself! No one!

Raina- Mark there are so many people who do anything for you and help you with whatever you are going here. We are all here to help you with this.

Mark- You all say that if you know what the hell I went through! No will ever know what I went through!

Raina- Mark the reason why no one will know about what happened to you is because you won't tell anyone so they can help you.

Mark- I don't want to tell anyone until I am ready and people keep asking me if I am okay and if they found out who the bad guys is! They keep pushing me to tell them!

Raina- They're not pushing you to tell. All they are doing is being nice. They want to know so they can have justice as well.

Mark- You want to know something about justice? Is it justice to have engravings planted on your back? Or to have the memories have horrible things planted in your mind? No! That is not what you call justice! 

Mark then gets up and storms out of the room and leaves without another word. 

Raina- MARK WAIT! WAIT! PLEASE! 

Mark got in the car turned off his phone before Raina could even get a chance to call him. 

"No one will ever no that I was beaten with a bat and kicked," Mark thought. "No one will ever know that he was injected with so many drugs and stabbed a couple of time when I was chain to a chair! Given little food and water but I was taught to fight and to kill has well and broken down again over and over again! That was how I survived from the torture and got away. I fought my way out. And, no one will never know the things that happened to me! Never!"

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Hope you like this chapter! It is a bit sad and I really worked hard on it! And I will post the next chapter soon! 

Stay Amazing!