One Direction Preferences/Imagines (Closed)

#4 He Make You Insecure Part 1

LIAM: You and your boyfriend of 1 year, Liam, were hanging out with Niall, Louis, Harry, and Zayn at your flat. You all were having a great time watching movies, playing games, and just talking; you walk into the kitchen to get drinks for everyone. When you are about to walk into the living room you here the boys talking about you. "Liam you're being unreasonable!" Louis said. "Louis, no I'm not. She is just....stupid. I mean she doesn't understand anything! I always have to explain the simplest things to her." Tears were welling up in your eyes. You always had trouble with school you had grown up with dyslexia, and a slight case of autism. Liam never knew that because he always just assumed you weren't smart. But, he doesn't understand that not everyone is as smart as he is. "Liam. Not every is good at school. Maybe she has some sort of learning disability. Plus, none of us are as smart as you, its really not that big of a deal." Niall said, standing up for you. You decided it was time to show yourself. "Hola chicos!' you said smirking to yourself. Liam looked confused. "What?" "What Lee? You didn't know I am fluent in Spanish?" He shook his head really fast. "Hadn't crossed my mind. But why are you bringing that up now?" He asked curiosly. "No reason." You replied with a small smile; you looked around at the boys and a look of realization crossed his face."Y/N Tu eschuaste, verdad?" (A/N You heard, right?) He asked in Spanish so the others wouldn't understand. You nodded your head solemnly. "Si. Tengo problemas de aprendizaje: dislexia y el autismo." (A/N Yes. I have learning disabilities: dyslexia and autism.) His eyes softened and he nodded sadly. The boys just looked confused. "Umm what did you guys just say?" Zayn asked cautiously, sensing the slight tension in the air. "Well, Niall asked if I heard what you guys were talking about which I did by the way. I told him that he was right I do have a learning disability. Two actually. When I was 14 I was diagnosed with dyslexia and when I was 6 I was diagnosed with a very mild case of autism." the boys all gave me sympathetic looks. You looked over at Liam and looked like a lost sad puppy. "Y/N I am SOOO sorry. I had no idea I-" He started to apologize but you stopped him before he finished. "Li, even if you didn't know you shouldn't be calling me stupid. I am really trying to learn more. I really am, I thought I had your support. I am going to our room; please don't follow me I just need to be alone for a little bit." You smiled sadly at him. He was about to say something but you stopped him and said bye to the boys and walked upstairs. 

                                   ***WARNING: SELF-HARM AND EATING DISORDERS***

NIALL: You, Niall (Your boyfriend of 8 months), and the rest of the boys were going out to dinner at a new restaurant in London. "Hey Y/N what are you going to eat? I'm going to have the mac & cheese!" Niall said excitedly. "I'm getting the personal everything pizza!" "That sounds really good Y/N!" Harry said smiling. Niall smile seemed to fade but agreed none the less. Once you were all done eating (You had finished the whole pizza) The boys looked at you in awe as you took the last bite. "What? I was hungry I haven't eaten lunch today!" You laughed. They chuckled and shook their heads. "Are we going to get dessert?" Louis asked excitedly. All of the boys and you nodded when the waitress came over all of the boys ordered a slice of various pies while you ordered a piece of tiramisu! (A/n If you haven't had it. IT"s DELICIOUS) You went to the bathroom while you guys were waiting and when you came out you saw all of the boys in a small circle around the table, Niall with his back to you. You hear them talking though "Guys haven't you noticed how much she eats! She eats more than I do and its gross. She could stand to lose a few pounds too." He said. Tears welled up in your eyes as you continued to listen. "Niall! She looks great and you shouldn't judge her she is perfect how she is!" Zayn said. All of the other boys nodded. You decided that you would start to eat less so you could lose weight so you could be skinny for Niall. You wiped the stray tears and cleared your throat plastering on a fake smile as you walked over to the boys. They greeted you and when the desserts finally arrived you decided not to eat it. "Does anyone want this I'm really not that hungry anymore." Niall and Louis raised their hands so you decided to give to Louis. "Babbyyyyyyy, why'd you give it to Lou. Why not your devishly attractive boyfriend" He winked. You chuckled and replied "You can share it with him Ni and because I always give you the food!" You look aroudn the group and see Zayn staring at you with a sympathetic smile. You nodded and meakly smiled back. You started eating less and less and when you do eat you throw it up immediately after. You also started becoming depressed because you still hear what Niall said that day in your head you started self harming. You wish that it didn't come to this but at this point, there's no turning back. Niall Horan you have no idea what you just started.