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------****I DON'T OWN THE SONG IN THIS CHAPTER EITHER IT BELONGS TO CASSADEE POPE****-----

Jennifer's POV

   When I woke up on the couch with a blanket on top of me. And the smell of bacon and eggs?!?! I got up and walked into the kitchen to see... CC cooking?! Wow. "Wow what" CC said "Oh nothing just.. your cooking... and it smells good!" he smiled. When the guys got downstairs and CC finished cooking we started eating and conversing. "So Jenny we've known you for forever and you havn't told us what you wanted as a career" Andy said. I smiled and said, " Well I know it doesn't seem like me but I really want to be an actress" " Wow that's a really good career Jenny" the guys smiled and nodded.

 When we were done Jake and I volunteered to wash dishes. I got butterflies when the guys went upstairs and we were alone. "So Jen I've been wondering what did you mean when you said 'if only you knew' about a week ago?" Jake said.

"Well might as well tell you now. When I brought Ella here about a year ago I thought she would leave friends with all of you.. But she left your g-girlfriend. When you guys kissed I always felt a pain of jealousy. Also when she came she was my best friend and she knew I liked you. But I guess she wasn't ever really my best friend." I looked at him and I saw him with his mouth open. " I knew I shouldn't have said anything" I said and ran upstairs and closed my door and started crying. I'm emotional. Then I realized why am I crying over Jake. He's just a guy.

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-4 days later-

  It was about 8 at night I've been up writing a song. All the guys were out at the bar. I was hungry so I was gonna get an apple. I got to the bottom of the stairs to find the same thing. Jake. Kissing. A slut. I got teary eyed and ran upstairs. I heard the front door close. They probably went to her place. I just started crying my eyes out.

-An hour later-

 I eased down on the crying and I grabbed my guitar and sang ( I sing my emotions out), 

"I try to find you at the bottom of the bottle 

laying down on the bathroom floor

My loneliness was wrangling windows

you say you don't want me anymore

And you left me standing in the corner crying

feeling like a fool for trying

I don't even remember why 

I'm wasting all these tears on you.

I wish I could erase all memory

'Cause you didn't give a damn about me

And finally I'm through wasting all these tears on you

These tears on you...

You ain't worth another sleepless night

And I'll do everything I got to get you off my mind

'Cause what you wanted I counldn't give

what you did boy I'll never forget

And you left me standing on the corner crying 

feeling like a fool for trying.

I don't even remember why 

I'm wasting all these tears on you.

I wish I could erase all memory

'Cause you did' give a damn about me.

And finally I'm through wasting all these tears on you.

All these tears on you.

And you left me

standing on the corner crying.

Feeling like a fool for trying

I don't even remember why

I'm wasting all these tears on you.

I wish I could erase all memory

'Cause you didn't give a damn about me.

And finally I'm through wasting all these tears on you.

These tears on youuuuu.

I'm trying to find you at the bottom of the bottle 

Laying down on the bathroom floor." I sighed.

I saw my door open and there was the devil himself. "What do you want Jake" ''Do you really like me that much?"

I laughed, :What do you think; I've cried my eyes out twice and wrote a song." I glared at him.

"Jen, no one knows this but... I've liked you also for all these years I-"

"You're just saying that out of pity"

"No I'm not I just haven't had the balls to say it to your face"

"Then why were you kissing that slut"

"I felt like you wouldn't talk to me after like 4 days ago when  I didn't give you an answer. Do you still like me?"

"No... I love you" I mumbled. I saw him smile.

"I do to"

"No you don't"

"Yes I-"

"Then prove it!" next thing I knew his lips were on mine. I was shocked but then. I relized what was going on. Jake was kissing me! I kissed back and he deepened it and I knew what was going to happen next. "Jake, stop" he ignored me and kept kissing me. "Jake!" I pushed him back a bit. "You do love me. Now I know." I smiled "But I'm not ready and we haven't even gone out on a date."

"Well then, Jennifer Shay Purdy would you like to go out on a date with me?" he asked

"No" I said

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