Being new again is one thing but going back to and old school and being a kid who was there but seems new is so much scarier. Mostly because they'll all either love you or hate you, remember you or you'll feel dumb because you remember them and they have no clue who you even are. It's hard, and that's exactly the situation I'm in at this point. What's worst is the fact that the last time I left this school I was the kid who sat far away from everyone and made fun of. The only thing different now is I'm taller, smarter, and don' t take the bullshit from anyone. I quickly learned after I left that I needed to start to stick up for myself and stop letting people push me into that corner. I was always told "You'll never get a guy to love you" and when I asked why that was they'd always tell me it was because I was to ugly. Well they'll get a surprise when I go back because they were right I would never and will never find a guy to love me.. because I'm with a female. Her name is Sophia she's 5'4 with light golden brown hair and black rimmed glasses and everything about her is absolutely PERFECT!!!!! Also she's at the school I'll be starting soon.
