I Hate That I Love you

The Unwanted Truth

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Nothing is worse than having to keep a secret that could solve all your problems. I wish I could tell Umbridge but Potter can't tell anyone I'm gay if he did my father would find out and he would disown me. At least there is one benefit to keeping this secret and that is shagging with Potter. I know that I should stop doing it but I enjoy it and it takes the stress away.

Speaking of stress it just came back. Professor Snape looked at me " Mr.Malfoy your needed in professor Umbridge's room." I nodded and as I walked out of the classroom I could feel Potter staring at the back of my head.

When I walk in Professor Umbridge tell me to take a seat. I do and she smiles at me creepily. Even if she has the right views on the school she is still very creepy. She smiles more " We have figured out what Potter has been up to we have been told by a inside source that they are practicing magic in the room of requirements and they call themselves Dumbledores army." I nod slowly " How do we know for sure Professor." I asked  even though I know she's right

"Tonight we will go to the room and check to see if they are there. We will catch as many students as possible but above all we need to catch Harry Potter. If you do catch him bring him to me." She said

"I will Professor."

"Good we will meet in the main hall tonight."

I nod "okay"

"You may be dismissed Draco."

I left and went right to my room and skipped dinner because I know if I eat I will be sick. Potter is going to think that I ratted him out and he will tell my secret. I don't know what to do I could disobey Umbridge and not go then he might not blame me or I can go and make sure he dose not see me that seems better.

I met Umbridge and everyone else at the main hall their was not a lot of discussion on the way to the room. When we got to the wall Umbridge broke it down and students from all houses started to run out. We got some of the kids they will definitely be getting detention. When I looked up I locked eyes with the worst person possible Potter. The last person I wanted to see he had a look of betrayal. He pulled out his wand and tried to his me with a leg locking curse but it missed and I hit him with a disarming spell and took his wand then someone grabbed him and took him away.

I felt soon after with Potters wand I could not just go to my room because I had Prefect duty so I had to watch the halls. After awhile of patrolling I got punched hardly in the face by a very angry Potter.

I glared at him " what's the hell!"

"Do you realize what you have done Malfoy?! Dumbledore is gone because of you!"

He pushed me hardly into a wall "all I did was go along with what I was told potter!"

"You gave us away you broke are deal!" He yelled at me

"I didn't tell anyone anything you asshole! Someone else did now keep your voice down."

"Your not telling the true nobody would do that!"

"Umbridge is using a truth potion to get the information out of people that's what I'm guessing happened."

He nodded and sighs "sorry for accusing you and hitting you I was angry."

"Whatever Potter go away before I give you detention."

"Wait I need my wand you have it can I have it."

"Come get it if you want it."

He walked over to me and cupped my chin and kissed me out of nowhere and I kisses back. This kiss was different from are others it was not rough or deep it was soft and caring. He slowly pulled away and he was blushing Harry Fucking Potter was blushing. I slowly gave him his wand then he kissed me quick and left.

A FEW WEEKS LATER

As weeks went past I continued to meet up with Potter in secret at night. We kiss but we never do like that night it almost makes me sad. Things are busy now because we have the O.W.L.S to deal with now.

They have not been to difficult I think I scored high. On my last test something strange  happened  Potter had a breakdown and left I guess the test was to hard for him. After I took the test I went for a walk and I ran into Ron and Hermione they were lurking around and I warned Umbridge and took them to here office where we found potter. I was quick to disarm him and grabbed his wand. He glared at me like always. Professor Umbridge was questioning him when Professor Snape walked in, she asked him for more truth potion and he said he ran out. Out of nowhere Potter started yelling "they have padfoot!" I have no idea what that means and is seemed Snape also did not. After awhile Hermione said that they were contacting Dumbledore which seemed like a lie to me but Umbridge believed them and walked off with them.

I stayed guarding Ginny, Ron, Luna and Neville. After a bit they tricked me and hexed us and took the wands and ran off.