At this point in my life, I'm very happy. I wake up every day with a smile. I know I will lose a part of myself soon, when I'm forced to move on, but I've been worrying so much about it that I really can't afford to care anymore.
With so many things changing, I don't feel I can be whole without someone who would stay there for me despite life's changes. Someone who would remind me where my home is. Someone, who I could be with and feel like home despite the location. Is it love I'm looking for? Maybe. Maybe not.
I have a bad feeling that it doesn't matter how hard I try, I will have a long, lonely period in my life. There will be nothing that "obligates" me to do anything or be with anyone. But as I said: I really can't afford to care anymore. I just want to be happy. Let's make it happen.
To live, love and learn you will sometimes have to leave a bit of yourself behind. Live regardless. Love regardless. And learn regardless.~
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Tiny Moments
RandomSo, basically something I just throw here from the top of my head. Might be poems, short stories, diary-kind-of-shit etc... Who knows~
