I... I can't Believe it. I just cannot believe it.
Of course. How could I not have seen it before?
By the way, how long have I been down here? A week? Two weeks? A month? Knowing her I could be down here for years. How could I have been so stupid?? My one question though, is why.
Why Tarah? Why? We've been best friends since the first grade.
I just- why? What did I ever do to you? Is this all just because I'm more privildged than you? Because I got to go to camp that year when you couldn't?? Did I even once throw that in your face? No. No I didnt. I remember because the day I got home from camp, we slept out in your backyard to make you feel better, and not once did I talk about all the fun stuff I wished I could have gushed to you. About the cute boys, the perfect lake, the- well, everything! But I didn't because I knew it would make you feel bad.
I knew something was wrong that night, but you've always put up a damn good shield around your emotions Tar. But even when no one else could tell what was wrong, I knew exactly how you felt, and I always treaded lightly.
Just, please tell me why??
