The Story That Ruined Us

Love Hate Feeling

Well Nichole was talking to Dean one day and then all of a sudden boom,after a simple question Nichole asked, Dean said that for high school he's just probably going to forget about her. This extremely upset Nichole and she didn't know how to deal with it. So she continued to talk to him and then she asked if what he said back in April was still true or was it just in the moment type stuff. Well Dean had said that all of the feelings were just in the moment. After reading that text, Nichole broke down. It happened again, she somehow messed up and it went down in flames. After a couple of days Nichole had put a smile on her face for her friends. Then she realized that yeah he probably will forget about her but she should make the most of the time they still have. So Nichole was happy once again. Then the 8th grade field trip came around. Nichole had the idea to get her, Dean, Lee, Damian, and Zayn all together in a group. Well that plan failed when Scott had joined in on the group and so did Grace. Nichole hated this with a burning passion. She honestly just wanted it to be a day with the guys. And not a day with the guys and some crap heads that she doesn't even like. And so she put up with it all day. They were constantly making jokes about her height and how short she was. This got to Nichole. She wanted to just run away and cry but she sucked it up and just said that she was tired. On one ride however Dean was actually concerned if she could ride it and then guess who chimes in with another short joke. That's right Scott. Nichole was pissed and Dean saw that. He told the guys to back off the jokes. Nichole was kind of surprised to see that he actually would do that. Nichole was still a little upset because Dean had promised that he would go on at least one ride with her. And to Nichole that meant actually sitting by her in the ride. And guess what ?!?!?! That didn't happen so Nichole was just kind of feeling empty because she was honestly looking forward to that but she played it off as if she was tired again. Once they had gotten back on the busses to head back to school, Nichole was texting Lee and he had said that Dean and her were flirting with each other. Nichole knew that Dean probably wasn't flirting with her and she didn't want to fill herself up with false hope again. She knew how Dean felt and she knew it was most likely final. This is why Nichole started to feel like she was in an love hate relationship.

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Hey bashers. Sorry for the long wait. High school stuff. But over the summer I will try to update every week. Anyways over and out
Asher