An Apology Letter

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I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry if I usually spent my days slacking and facing my phone. It keeps me sane.

I'm so sorry for messing up everything, every time. I just can't do everything right.

I'm so sorry for not reaching your expectations. Maybe, my best is just not enough.

I'm so sorry for blurting out nonsensical things. I was just hoping to strike a conversation with you.

I'm so sorry for not reaching your ideals of 'beauty'. I'm afraid this is all what God gave me.

I'm so sorry for building up walls around me. I'm just trying to protect everybody from me.

I'm so sorry for masking all this feelings. I just thought better than to drag you with all my mess.

I'm so sorry for being the weird teenager that I am. Believe me, I tried to be one of them but, of course, I failed.

I'm so sorry if I prefer to not talk about everything. I'm just afraid you'll get hurt when I explode.

I'm so sorry If you feel like I'm shutting you out. I just don't deserve a marvelous creation like you.

I'm so sorry if you have a child like me. If I could just choose to be alone in the first place, maybe you wouldn't have a disappointment for a child.

I'm so sorry for failing to be there for you when you needed me the most. I just failed at everything.

I'm so sorry for finding ways to escape. I just can't stand the sight of everything I've ever dreamed of, crashing down before my very eyes.

I'm so sorry for merely existing. I just lost track of living.

I'm so sorry for being a huge burden. I seem to be just that, a burden.

I'm so sorry if you have to put up with this crazy, delusional and impossible mess that I am. I'm just...

I'm so sorry for giving up. I just... I just had enough.

I'm so sorry.

Forgive me.








-L

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