You know when your in trouble
When you don't really care
It doesn't matter what is done
Your mind just is no longer there
When things get to much
Everything is coming down in a haze
You can't seem to focus anymore
Your lost and drifting in a maze
Daily activities have no meaning
Your like a clockwork toy
What happened to all your dreams
Nothing seems to bring you any joy
Its just like your floating
Not making any ripples at all
Lost in a world full of strangers
You have never felt so small
No one seems to notice you
Your almost moving unseen
The way your struggling is heartbreaking
But where you are, many others have been
A support network is provided
But your slipping through the net
Your gaining weight, so unhappy
But still no one notices yet
You start just not turning up
You stay at home instead
Your days are blurring into one
But you feel safer home in bed
The panic attacks have started
You don't feel like you fit in
Everyone is moving forward
Your watching more spots appear on your skin
Your needing help, someone to talk to
But there's no one who understands
Exams are due very shortly
But its now out of your hands
Your revising day and night now
Eating when you feel the need
But your mind seems full of holes
Will you remember enough to succeed
You need to take some time out
Need sleep and a complete rest
But now they are screaming at you
Saying you'll never achieve your best
Its like now they want to help you
But its too little way too late
All the struggling and crying is over
You've finished, turn your back and walk out the gate
All the pressure is suddenly lifted
The panic attacks are through
Your smiling and joining in at home again
There is now light at the end of the tunnel for you.....
