Meant to be

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Missed me?
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Do you guys remember me?
I am home after 16 days of being in hospital and can finally type. I fainted on 13th of april at my residence. Since I was already not well, my family immediately took me to nearby doctor. He said the fever had reached my brain and he made me sleep on ice. Ice was inside my top and pants. Large cubes. That made me swell. I looked three times the original size of me. My family panicked. I was then transfered to Lilavati hospital in an ambulance. I was still sleeping, peacefully. What was happening I don't even remember. This is what my family told me after I woke up after four long days. My liver was damaged. The tablets given to me for my typhoid jaundice, damaged my liver completely. Doc said I have no chance to live, until I get a liver. Or half liver which will grow in months into full. My family, mum and bro were ready to donate. Mum and my blood group and liver matched. There was an operation to be conducted. Mum's 46% liver was to be given to me. Both of us were to have half liver until the new growth which took months. To check whether mum is not forced to give me liver by her in laws and whether she's physically fit and fine to donate me, 14 tests were conducted on her. She passed them all. She was made to run fast for 14min to check her physical fitness. She was asked stupid questions to check her mental condition. Bro and bhabhi were asked about mum, how much fit she's to donate. They said she's very strong and wil manage. The date of operation was fixed. I was still sleeping. My family was afraid, crying. No one was allowed to see me. I was on ventilator. 15machines were keeping me alive. Mum was asked not to eat anything before 6hours of operation. Operation tym was 6.00am. Everyone was awake whole night waiting outside icu. Mum was hungry since she does not have to eat anything. She kept crying. She felt weak and dizzy. But she was still ready to give me her liver. I love her to core guys. This showed me what mom can do for her child. She's a sweetheart. At 4.30 am a 60 year old person died and donated his liver. That liver matched with mine completely. I was then transferred to global hospital parel. My operation was conducted for 12 long hours. My stomach was cut and liver was changed. My stomach was later stiched and strappled. I was on a bed with wheels. Food was transferred into me through pipes and wires. 5injections were attached to the side of my neck for blood tests which were conducted daily. Sunday night I woke up. I was alone on bed with wires all around me. I was confused where am I. I thot am dead and this is the sky. I tried to look for my dad, cx he's dead too and I thot I wil meet him and he wil guide me. But I slowly streched. The wires were all around. I thot maybe I suicided by hanging myself with wires and then I am taken to hospital bed. I fell asleep again. Early morning I hiccuped. Happiness flowed all around. Doc informed my family that I opened my eyes. Mom was then allowed to see me. She came in. She wasn't allowed to touch me. I couldn't speak. The voice didn't came. I tried hard. I tried to get up. But my legs were immobile. And I had wires around. All through morning I tried to speak. To make my voice reach someone anyone. Last I knew I was giving my board exams. I had an exam on 16th. Before that I was too weak and I slept in bro's room. After that nothing came to my mind. How was I in a hospital room? I thot maybe it's just blood test for my typhoid and jaundice. But then my voice came. It was low and unclear but mum understood. I asked her let's go home I want to study I have my exam tom. Mum said the exam is gone four days back. She told me the date and day. She told me what has happened. She told me how much they were afraid. She kissed my forehead careful of wires and machines. She cried throughout. She told me everything. I was lost. I didn't have any words. She said 1in crors cases a tablet damages the liver. Mine is one of them. She told me how lucky am to get a donor last moment. To get a liver that matched. She told me its my new life. She told me to relax and be positive and that she wil never leave me for any reason until am fine. She told me I have to be very careful now. She told me I don't have to worry about the exam that's gone. I can give it later. But I was worried that I lost a year. All my friends wil move ahead and I wil be alone. Doc came daily to check me. Everyone told me how lucky I am. Some told it's a miracle am alive. No one had hopes. Some said mum got saved from operation since I got a donor last moment. I had no phone there, since I was taken in a condition wen I had no sense to take my phone with me. I had tv and nurses around. Mum wasn't allowed inside the room all the time. She slept outside in visitors room and I slept on patients bed. Physiotherapist came twice a day and made me slowly stand and later walk with the help of simple school pt exercises. Slowly with daily walk and exercise my swelling was gone. The pipes were removed and I was feeded liquids. I started walking towards washroom with the help of nurses holding my weight. Four days later I stood on my own and passed stool. One night I was alone on bed and not sleepy. I was checking out my body and the pipes wires attached to it. There was a blood drain on one side of my stomach, on the other one I had urinary darin. I had "L" shape stiches on my stomach. My legs were swollen like a pregnant women. My skin was all red rashes. There were burn marks on my calf. It was painful to move, turn. All the wires were suffocating. Five needles were attached to the side of my neck. It was uncomfortable. I touched a green wire inside my nose. I was bored and irritated. I pulled it out. Slowly. It was deep inside. It came out of my nose and I took a long breadth feeling greatful that I did it and with a smile I tried removing other wires. But they were complicated. I gave up, satisfied that atleast one is gone and I slept. Early morning the nurse came for smunching. I was not having a bath, they wiped me with baby wipers. It was odd to be naked in front of them each morning, but I was helpless. She saw the wire and asked how it is removed? I told her it was difficult to breathe at night so I removed it. She panicked. She said you should have told me. I told her it was in the middle of night and I didn't wanted to disturb anyone around. She went out and called the doc. Ohh he was a handsome hunk. His presence made my boring room so fresh. He was dressed in formals, fit and fine, fair and smart. He asked me about the wire and I gave him the same answer. He said that means each night, you will remove your wires because of irritation? I laughed. He did too. He said I shouldn't do anything such. I had an operation and that wires are there to make me get well soon. He informed me the wire I removed was my feed and now that I have removed it, I have to try and start having oral food. I was happy inside, dominoes, mcd, subway came to my mind. He asked what do you eat? I was in awe. Such a handsome man asking me this. I said anything is ok but junk food wil be best. He said you won't get outside food for months so don't think dominoes mcd. You wil get light food or soups,fruit juices and plain milk. I asked not even bournvita. He said no plain.I sighed and replied with ok. Food started, slow walking, exercise, tv was my life for fifteen days. Then I was discharged. I have to visit each week for five years. They wil check if these new tablets are suiting me which are currently 17 each day. I am given a special doctor's appointment next Friday who wil decide whether to reduce, increase or change my medication. Each week tests are done and reports are shown at global. I am not allowed to move out of the house for three months. I have to wear mask, gloves and stay covered in front of people to protect myself from infection since am very sensitive still. I have to not go out in sunlight, dust and air due to pollution. I have to use clean clothes, bed sheets, wash my hands and sanitize before and after eating. I can travel in only ac car. I have to stay in ac all day. I have to eat home cooked healthy clean food, walk exercise and have proper rest. I cannot pick up heavy objects. I don't have to bend down since the stiches are wet. I hope the dermatologist is good and he makes me look better. I look ugly now with burns and rashes on my body, hair is messy. I used to be very beautiful. I wish to be the same again. I will start reading and continue my book 'Sohni Kuddi Namkeen Badi' soon. I will complete it and all the books in my lib wil be read. But slowly han, I am still recovering, do not send me reading requests for sometime, there is too much to read at present.
Special thanks to all those who prayed for me. Guys I am alive all cx of your prayers. I love you to infinity and back. Keep in touch:) alone in a room for three months is really boring trust me. Some company wil be a welcome change.
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Guys thanks for your wishes. Hugs for you. Love you. Thanks for your prayers. It means alot to me that you guys, my family, mom loves me so much. Today that donor came last moment, I was saved. It was all cx of ur blessings and love. That miracle doc were talking about, that luck by chance is all cx of your love and prayers. I love you all. To the core. Thank you. And with my usual good bye,
Love and Peace
Stay safe and Stay blessed:):*
Thankyou really. Missed wattpad:) it feels good to write. Ok chalo bye. Itna padhoge bore hojaoge.
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