Letters To Shawn >> S.M.

Letter -2

Dear Shawn,
                        Hey, we meet again. So how is your day today? Hope its fine. Tell your dad 'Belated happy birthday from my side' :). I'm sure you might have enjoyed your time with your family at your home. I'm so happy that your tour is going great, wish my country and my state was a part of it. I really want to meet you so badly. When you were announcing the tour list on Snapchat, I waited too long just to see that my country's name was said but no, my country was not in your tour list and it made me very sad. Then I went to your website and looked at the tour dates and places, it was bug surprise for me that you are going to perform in Toronto (Your home) that too on my birthday 21st August, I felt very amazed.

                      And Shawn as you were born on August 8th and my birthday month is also August we both have the same zodiac Leo, isn't that amazing. You know what Shawn, we fangirls feel very happy when we and our favorite celebs have something in common. That's like such a great achievement. Whenever I watch stitches video I end up crying as I can't see you get hurt like that. I know its all make up and acting but it really pricks me. When someone whom we love gets hurt we are the one who mentally gets hurt more.

                          I love how you let your fans hug and kiss you but then I feel jealous as I don't have that chance. I just can only see you but never feel you. People think being a fangirl is like being a crazy person but being a fangirl is very hard, people never know how much we get hurt when we think that we can't meet our idols. It feels like a knife stabbed into my abdomen. But we are helpless, that's how we actually live and whenever we try to move on from those fanfirl thoughts some or the other thing bring us back to you all celebs because we see you everywhere. Shawn if you are reading this I just want to tell that 'I love you'
Yours lovingly,
Priya.