There comes a time.
When you just don't feel right.
That everything bad and wrong in the world
Is pointed at you.
And when this time comes
You would wish you were someone else.
Someone who has better things in life.
Someone who would never need to worry about things.
Someone whose daily routine is to live.
Not to survive.
Honestly you would wish that you were anyone other than yourself.
You would wish to be someone who is not you.
But no matter how hard you try.
Or how many times you wished
You could never be someone other than yourself.
Sometimes though, we think that we would exceed.
That we could become someone we're not.
But in reality, we are merely trying to avoid ourselves.
We distance ourselves from who we really are.
We become stronger, tougher, meaner.
Less alive.
We continue this facade until we can.
We act tough so nothing can pierce through the delicate fabric of our being.
We act strong so we could lift even the greatest weights.