|EXO Imagines.|

Chanyeol - Sad

Bold lyrics are english lyrics for iKON's - Apology.
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You always waited for me at the same place as always,But I was gone,I was gone.oh.

Where's Chanyeol...?
I thought he was here...
He went out this morning but it's the middle of the night now...
Where is he..?

Don't trust me like a fool.
I said I'd protect you forever but it was all a lie,lie yeah.

I give up...
I'm going home...
He doesn't care about me anyway...
I'm not gonna look for him.

For some reason,Today the TV dramas I always watched have such cliché scenes that seem to be laughing at me.

"Chanyeol...?
Where were you ?!"
"...."
"Why aren't you answering me ?"
"We need to break up."

As if I'm a sinner I just run away.
And yet again you just tell me to go away.

"(Y/N)...Hear me out..."
"No !!! Just go away !!!!
I hate you Chanyeol !!!!
I hate you !!!
You never cared about me !!
You never treated me well !!

You always knew that I'm a selfish kind of guy.
I guess I felt burdened.
By you when you were just asking for the slightest of attention.

"You never cared for me enough...
You never loved me enough...
I can't believe I was foolish enough to trust you!!!"
"....."

Without even leaving a single photo like everyone else takes. Until the very last moment,We only think of me.

"You promised you would protect me...
I never wanted anything aside from your attention...
Why are you so selfish ?!"

I'm sorry I couldn't protect you,I'm sorry that I'm not enough.
Sorry,Sorry I hope you forget me as well,Although it hurts.
That promise we made to be together forever,No longer exists.

"What about all the promises we had?!
You never kept them..."

I'm sorry I couldn't keep it.

"You always left me alone...
I always felt scared at night because you weren't next to me...
And because you never cared..."

I'm always at different places,Every night with my friends.
I'm out all night.Eh.

"I called you,but you never answered...
I texted you...but you never replied..."

My phone's flipped over but on it is your one last missed call.Yeah.

"What about all the memories we had together ?!
Did you forget about them ?!
Did you forget about me...?!
All the songs we enjoyed together..All the hugs...All the kisses...
They're just...gone?!"

For some reason,Today the radio's playing all the songs we enjoyed together.
As if I'm a sinner I just run away.
And yet again you tell me to go away.

"You know...People come and go in your life...
When they go...They either leave you beautiful memories or they teach you a lesson..."
*Tears streaming down her face.*

And I hope I'm just one of the many people in your life that comes and goes.
I hope that as the tears and cherry blossoms fall,There will be a new life sprouting from them.
And I hope our memories are short and beautiful,Just like the sunset.
And I hope all of these things are able to push your slender back with good nature.
Even though you still haven't been able to take your feet off the ground.

"(Y/N)...I have to let you go...
I'm sorry..."

Sorry,sorry I'm sorry I couldn't protect you,I hope you'll be well.
Sorry,sorry I hope you forget me as well,Although it hurts.
That promise we made to be together,No longer exists.
I'm sorry I couldn't keep it.

"'Sorry' isn't gonna heal the pain in my heart,Chanyeol !!!!
You hurt me...really badly..."

I'm sorry I couldn't protect you.
I'm sorry that I'm not enough.
That until the very end,I only show you such a small part of me,yeah.

"You ruined everything....
I hate you...
I'll never forgive you for this..."

Please,Forgive me for not being able to fill you up.
I hope you meet someone better than me,kinder than me.

"I'm sorry...I hope you find someone better...."
"Oh I'm sure I'll find someone better !!!!"

Sorry,sorry I'm sorry I couldn't protect you,I hope you'll be well.
Sorry,Sorry I hope you forget me as well,Although it hurts.
That promise we made to be together forever,No longer exists,No longer exists.

"Goodbye (Y/N)...."

I'm sorry I couldn't keep it.

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Chanyeol's P.O.V.

I sighed as I remembered our break-up...
2 years ago,Today,I lost the love of my life....
The most amazing person in my life...
I can't believe I left her at her worst times...
This is all my fault...
It's my fault that she isn't with me right now...
"I'll always love you....
Please forgive me..."
I said as tears streamed down my face heavily.
"I couldn't protect you....I'm sorry...."
I repeated as I placed the bouquet of flowers on her grave....
"I'll never forgive myself for this...."
I sat beside the grave and started crying again.
"I'm sorry....I'm sorry...."
I kept repeating as I buried my face in my hands.

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To love,Is to recieve a glimpse of heaven.

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Hey !!!!
Sorry if it stinks xD
Sad isn't really my style but oh well xD
I'm in middle of exams so don't judge me !!!
Make sure to listen to the song in the multi-media while reading !!!
It's amazing and I seriously adore it !!!
You'll love it !!
Good night lovely cupcakes!!! :* ♥