Tyler and I woke up because we had to pack up all of our stuff because we are going to Davaria and Jamie's house to hang out with them and Damia.
"Davaria..." I paused "Can I talk to you in the kitchen."
"Ok sure." she said giving Damia to Jamie
"So I went to see my parents yesterday..."
"How'd it go?" she asked
"Bad..." I paused "You know when im mad and I just react the worst."
"Chrissy you have to control that." she said smiling looking at Tyler holding Damia "Tyler would be a great father."
"Yea..." I paused with tears instantly building up in my eyes "He would be a great father but its my fault we cant have a baby."
"Chrissy dont say that." she said looking me in the eyes "You can always adopt."
"Davaria I dont want to adopt a child I want my own kids." he said wiping my tears
"Well you could always try." she said smiling "It can happen."
"Davaria you and everyone else keeps saying it can happen but you dont understand ive tried and it didnt work."
"Try again." she said as she walked out of the kitchen
I let those words sink into my head and I went back in the living room and thought about what Davaria had told me.
~Later that night
"Tyler when we go back home we are going to try." I said wiping off my makeup
"Try what baby?" he said curiously
"To make a baby." I said smiling at him
"Ok..." he paused "So how are we going to do this."
"My plan is the first four time we you know knock boots without protection..." I paused as we chuckled "we are going to wait four weeks to see the results if im not pregnant by the fourth time within those weeks then we can have it medically done."
"Damn baby you got it planned like were on a mission." he said chuckling
"Duhh..." I said "we have to have everything planned out."
"I love you." he said kissing me, "You are my world."
