I'll Never Go

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I held her hand as she went on stage. She looked magnificent from her hair to her smile. You could say that she's the sunshine of my life. Even though I am merely just a member and friend. I never knew her my whole life or knew about her story. I admired her from a distance and I liked it that way. No matter how many times I tell myself that we can never be more than what we have right now.

She smiled like the sun and her aura was as refreshing as the sea. I feel like I was laying in soft sand and feeling the wind blow through my blonde-ish hair. 'Is this how love feels like?' I pondered. The feeling was hard to explain....

The way, she made my heart beat harder than her falling from heaven. I thought about her endlessly until my brain hurt. She made my body feel many sensations when I see her or talk to her. I want to hold her and tell her how much she meant to me.

It hurt me so deeply when she would cry to me at night from all of the stress and pressure. I wanted to cry too but I had to be her knight in shining armour. You don't know how hard it is sometimes to see the love of your life sob so much in one sitting almost everyday. The amount of expectation you must carry out to represent your group is tiring.

One time, we were on a way to a music show. I was sitting in the back with Yongsun when all of a sudden she held my hand tight. She didn't look at me but stared at the window. I smiled and held hers tighter. It was a long ride so she ended up sleeping on my shoulder. I kissed her head and quietly said, "You don't know how much I genuinely love you that it hurts to tell you. But I won't tell you to save this friendship. I care about you more than my own feelings." Even though that line was breaking my own heart, it was the only thing I could do, really.

"And I will never leave you."

An hour later, she's still in my arms. It made my arm go numb. But I can't fight it because I wanted this moment to last forever. I don't want this dream-like event to ever end, I don;t want to wake up. The setting is quiet and it feels like it's just me and her.

Manager-oppa seemed to have been jamming his foot at the brakes for a while.

"Hey what's happening oppa??" Wheein said feeling a bit frightened

"I-I can't stop the car! The breaks are fucking broken!!" The manager replied getting extremely frustrated

"I'm so sorry girls!"

And that was the last thing Moonbyul has heard.

--IN THE HOSPITAL--

Yongsun was there holding Moonbyul's hands as the girl laid motionless on the hospital bed. Everything was happening so fast, Solar wanted to scream. Tears fell from her eyes as she sobbed for the one she loved. She loved her just as much Moonbyul loved the other. The feelings were mutual but they knew they would be sacrificing everything.

The doctor has informed that Moonbyul was in critical condition. The amount of blood Moonbyul has lost is a huge amount. So there is no guarantee that Moonbyul will make it out alive.

Screams were coming from Yongsun's mouth. It was making her heart wrench with so much pain. All of those years with Moonbyul were absolutely amazing. Every single moment with her has put the girl's life into meaning. It was hard for the both of them...

Solar stayed with Moonbyul in the hospital for so long. The leader refused to go home and to care for Byul for the time being. This made the two young ones to worry even more. NOt only did their unnie refused to eat, sleep and talk because of this situation. Also the pain in Solar's eyes makes them want to cry also.

"Hey, remember when you told you loved me so much? I feel the same way too. But how am I going to tell you when you're asleep? Please Byul, wake up..."

After Solar spoke those words the electrocardiogram had shown a flat line and sounded a long beep. The nurses and the doctors came rushing in. Solar held onto Moonbyul as if her life depended on her and sobbed really hard. The nurses had to escort the girl out of the room. There, the girl stood in the hallways alone, cold and depressed. She wished and hoped that Moonbyul hadn't given up that easily. The whole situation is getting hazy in the girl's mind.

The doctor came to Solar with a sigh, "I'm afraid Miss Moon has passed away on 12:43. I'm terribly sorry."

At that moment, her heart stopped. She felt the pain numbing her. It was too much.

She rushed inside the room where she found the nurses cleaning up a bit. Moonbyul's body laid motionless on the bed. She held the dead girl close to her body. She spoke her last farewells along with her 'I love yous"

Strangely after, She felt movement from the corpse making Solar jump.

"Didn't I tell you.... I'm never going to leave you" Moonbyul's weak voice spoke.

Solar kissed Moonbyul one too many times before calling the doctor. The doctor bolted in fast as he heard the news. He thought the girl was being crazy but it was true and he gasped so loud.

The doctor said that Moonbyul will have to stay for a couple of days to recover and for the hospital to run some tests. Solar was fine, all she cared about is that her love didn't let go. It was true love.

"Don't you ever think I will leave you because I will always stay right here in your heart~"

Solar cringed at that and playfully hit the younger one. She was absolutely full of joy she kissed Moonbyul once more.



"I won't leave you either~"



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HELL YEAH! I FINALLY FINISHED ANOTHER ONE. This took me way too long to do (considering I had to do this at camp also hahaha). Well it's here now and I personally love doing this one. I decided not to end it sad because my moonsun heart wouldn't allow it. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this one and I hope to see you in the next one (WHICH IS COMING SOON LIKE REALLY SOON).


Also please give me your thoughts and opinions. Don't hesitate to correct my mistakes because I'm a horrible fanfic writer.

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