A Thousand Kisses (An Andy Biersack Fanfic)

Leaving Forever?

As soon as Ashley had woke me up i jumped, i didnt realise that it was already 5 am. But i guess it was. Ashley told me to be really quiet so that i dont wake any of the guys, Andy to be specific.

I got all my stuff and Ashley walked me to the car, at least I think it was his... Anyways i loaded my stuff into the back off the car then walked back to the front of it so I could sit in the passenger seat."hey, you okay?" He said it with no expression on his face but all i could do was nod when i thought about it. "Good" Still with no expression! Was he a robot!? Well if he was i wouldnt be surprised.

We drove for what felt like hours, and it really was! 9 hours because of how far away from home we were. The worst thing was i was tryin to block Andy out of my mind so that i wouldnt cry.

As soon as I had made it back to the house, i ran, not to my room, not to my house. To an old park where no one goes anymore. I know Ashley was chasing me because of him shouting. After a while he was tired out and lost me, he didnt know where this park was in anyways so atleast i would know that I'll be alone.

The whole reason that i came here is because i hid about 7 blades. And I'm so glad that i can remember where i put them. There was a little hole in the back of one of the slides, so i put as much of my hand that would fit in and pulled as sood as my hand has latched onto something.

When i pulled my hand out i looked at what u had grabbed. It was a small red box and when i opened it it had all of my razor blades that i had stolen from my mom when i was younger. I closed the box and walked really slowely back to my house only to have Ashley waiting for me.

"Where the hell did you go!!?" I walked past him " i went to a park" he just looked as if something was going on, when really, there wasnt other than me getting my blades... "are you telling me the truth!?" "Yes i swear, i just went to calm myself down!!!"

I just stormed up to my room and threw myself onto my bed screaming into one of my pillows. I woke up and it was really sunny outside... i must have cried myself to sleep or something... Andy kept on calling me but i didnt have the guts to pick up. Not when Ashley deliberately took me away from him. I know i love him, but, I'm really bad at holding in my emotions, well at least when Andy's there.

He used to hold me and i felt as if i could tell him anyhing, but i guess i cant do that now.

Tell me if there is anything or anyone you want me to add to the story and i will. I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter and i love y'all