Sparks of Love [KathNiel]

CHAPTER ONE: Maybe

CHAPTER ONE: Maybe

(>>PLAY : Maybe: Neocolours)

There I was

Waiting for a chance

Hoping that you'll understand

The things I wanna say

“ Mayco, please! let me explain” sabi ko.

“ No, you don’t have to”

“ Im sorry, hind-----“

“Stop, it’s not you Ches, its all about me. Ngayon ko lang na realize at ngayon lang ako nag karoon ng courage to face you, you need to know this”

PAKSHET!

As my love went stronger than before

I wanna see you more and more

But you closed your door

“hindi na ba talaga pwede? Ano ba ang hadlang?”

“ . . . . . . . . “ silence

Yan. Jan ka magaling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sa KATAHIMIKAN!

“Mayco, masakit. . . . . .  masakit talaga yung tipong-----“

“Im sorry  Ches, marami na akong nalaman at marami ka na rin natuklasan.. and I kno---“ I cut him

“p-pero” bumabagsak na ang mga luha ko… traydor! Siguro konti na lang totally breakdown na ako dito, nagpapakatatag lang ako… I don’t want him to see me in this way..

 ….. weak and fragile

“Alam natin sa isat isa na pesteng lokohan lag to, I didn’t make so serious to this..” Yeah lokohan?! Pusang Gala!

Why don't you try

To open up your heart

I won't take so much of your time

“ p-please, Mayco. I’m begging you” patuloy pa rin sa pagpatak ag mmga luha ko.

Sya? Walang emosyon ang mukha, -______________-. Di ko rin alam ang tumatakbo sa isip nito, pero hindi ba nya alam na nasasaktan din ako?!

Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too

'Cause I know you'll never do

Somebody else is waiting there inside for you

“Im really sorry Ches, sa totoo lang? I don’t have the guts na pumunta dito at putulin ang kung ano mang meron ngayon sa ating dalawa.” EFF! Eh bakit ka pa nandito?!  But I can’t utter any words..

” Im sorry kung hindi ko naibalik yung pagmamahal mo”  TAENA! Ewan ko sayo!

 “Im sorry kung nasaktan, nasasaktan o masasaktan kita emotionally” Eh GAGO ka pala eh! Bakla ka pa!

“Im sorry kung hindi ikaw yung babaenh karapat dapat sa tulad ko, hindi akoyung taong deserving para sayo…..” he stop, but I know may sasabihin pa sya.

“Im sorry kung may mahal akong iba..” ANAKANANG! Sabi ko na nga ba?! Taksil tong pesteng to!

“What’s wrong?! Ano pa b----“ he cut me

Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day

'Cause I know he's here to stay

But I know to whom you should belong

 “There’s nothing… walang kulang sayo Ches, it’s just that hindi talaga kita mahal..” WOW!! “si Dannica..”

I believed what you said to me

We should set each other free

That's how you want it to be

“Now is the time to let go.. we should set each other free, yun lang ang paraan para maging masaya ulit tayo”  nasabi nya yan ng diretso.

“No…No…” Iyak ako ng iyak.. blurred vision..

“It’s hard yeah… I know, I really know” Mayco

“But---“

“Goodbye Ches” tapos niyakap nya ako at ki-ni-ss sa noo.

 Isang yakap na alam mong matagal bago mo maramdaman o maranasan ulit.

PUSA! Kagaguhan ang Pag-ibig….. Napaka walang hiya.. napaka walang kwenta!!!

“PAKYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!” sigaw ko, I know he heard that.. buts still he keeps on running away.

Galit

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Lungkot

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Panghihinayang

At kung ano pa man,

Para akong tanga dito sa Kalsada habang tinitignan syang tumakbo… lumayo… tapos bigla syang huminto…

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Nagulat ako! O.O

Kabog ang dibdib..

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Kala ko babalik sya.. Yun pala.. nandun nag iintay ang kotse ni Dannica.. DA- EFFFFFFFFF!! Peste!

Hinanghina na ako kakaiyak…. Tapos biglang umulan kasabay ng lalong pagdagsa ng luha palabas ng mata ko

Di ko….na. . . . . . . . .. . . .  k-kaya. . . . . . . . . . . . . Is this the End?

“M-mayco . . . . . . . . . . “ last word before I lost my consciousness.

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A/N: SORRY PO for the FOUL WORDS.. its just a form of strong expression.