Best Friend Love

I met her just the 1st day of school even we graduated in the same elementary school during elementary days when we saw each other we just snob each other but now i just feel something about her that keeps me smiling when i am talking to her the time when we formed as a group me and her were group mates suddenly after two weeks of being group mates with her i suddenly felt strange that i asked her if i was in the friend zone with her she said "You're on my Best Friend zone" after that i was happy and yet giggling because i have a crush on her after a week we were very happy and bonding as friends i figure out a name that keep me thinking that name was Red Vellevet because her name was Rose Rovelle Rose is Red then i rhymed Rovelle with Velvet it comes Red Vellevet sweet as a red velvet good as a red velvet. I am thinking that if i say her that i have a crush on her would our friendship will broke? Then the time came when i say that to her that i had a crush on her. After 2 days i saw her message on my FB saying "Ang pangit naman ng Bestfriend may crush dun sa Bestfriend" that broke my heart to pieces then she was online i chatted with her i asked why.. Then i was out of my mind we fighted on chatting, during chatting with i found myself crying... but i thought of our friendship so... to end this fighting i typed Hahaha to her then she replied "Sabi ko na nga ba test to eh" then i asked her if we are still Bestfriends after this... she said "Yes nothing changed" My tears turned into tears of joy. After a month suddenly a 4th year HS boy came asking for her love then when i'm with her i'm missing our laughs without someone distracting but now everyday it felt just like hell seeing her with him... it hurts a lot.. i'm in a moment were She is with him and me i found myself OP and Wearing a fake smile it hurts.... This Friday night i opened my FB on my phone i saw a message PM they are saying I love you to each other reading that it feels like i was being speared a million times Oh My God... i messaged her "Ikaw ah! may nalaman ako sayo" she replied "MU na kami halata naman diba" goodness.... i just can't hide it anymore i want to say it to her but i just can't i am thinking on what's gonna happen next.Toda