November
"Hyung, tell me why you can't sleep." Hoseok said right as Yoongi opened his door and the elder sighed, letting him in quickly.
"I have insomnia, that's why." Yoongi said bluntly and Hoseok pouted, crossing his arms and stopping Yoongi in his tracks.
"Why do you have insomnia?" Yoongi shrugged and plopped down on his couch, grabbing his remote and mindlessly flipping through channels.
"Hyung, how can Jin know but I can't?" Yoongi shrugged again and closed his eyes, praying that sleep would come.
He knew Hoseok wouldn't try to bother him if he was trying to sleep, so he laid there silently. Hoseok sighed and sat on the seat next to the couch, waiting for Yoongi to decide that he wasn't about to sleep.
"Hyung, I know you're not sleeping. Tell me." Yoongi groaned and reluctantly looked at Hoseok, his eyes reflecting nothing but annoyance.
"For all you know, I could've." Hoseok scoffed and looked at the time then back at Yoongi.
"How long have you been home?" Hoseok asked and Yoongi glanced at the clock, scratching his head.
"Half an hour, maybe?" As soon as the words left his mouth, Yoongi realised what Hoseok's intentions were. He was going to see if Yoongi had another mental breakdown.
Hoseok stood up then Yoongi as they walked to his room. Yoongi rushed past Hoseok and pressed his back against the door, securing the door closed.
Hoseok could already guess he did, he just wanted to see how bad it was.
"Yoongi."
The elder sighed and reluctantly moved away from the door, he learned a long time ago to not step in Hoseok's way, especially when he was determined.
Hoseok opened the door slowly and was already welcomed by papers littering the floor. He glanced at Yoongi then stepped farther into the room. Yoongi's small nightstand was overturned and clothes were strewn everywhere.
Yoongi's mirror was overturned and Hoseok could see shards of glass peeking from underneath. He snuck a glance at Yoongi who's face showed none of his thoughts. He stepped over clothes, paper, and glass as he made his way to the pictures overturned on his dresser.
"Whatever it is, it's getting worse. Yoongi, you can't keep going on like this." Hoseok sighed as he put the pictures back up. He heard Yoongi scoff and looked at him with an annoyance look.
"I'm fine, Hoseok. It was just the spur of the moment..." Yoongi grumbled yet they both knew that indeed, Yoongi was getting worse.
"I'm going to get Jin hyung, maybe you can talk to him. Just...clean up when I'm gone, okay?" Hoseok sighed and Yoongi nodded, he could't stand the mess either.
~~
"Yoongi, what happened?" Jin asked right when Yoongi opened the door. Yoongi shrugged and moved out of Jin's way.
"Do you have to be so difficult? I'm not Hoseok so you can tell me."
"I just had a moment, hyung. Stop overreacting."
"Overreacting! Yoongi, you could've had another accident." Jin scowled yet Yoongi shrugged again.
"Yoongi, I'm really trying to care for you but you make it hard for me."
"Then stop caring." Yoongi said curtly and Jin looked at him with wide eyes.
"Yoongi, you know I can't do that. Your m-"
