Out of My League

All My Favorite Conversations

Liam
*"What the fuck!?" I screamed as I saw Angelica and Ashton doing it in our room, in mine and her bed.
"Liam I-"
"Liam I what!? Liam it's not what it looks like because it fucking looks like he's fucking you!" Her eyes widened at my aggressive scream.
"Liam it's obvious she's done with a little boy band piece of shit like you" Ashton smirked as he sat up and pushed his hair out of his face.
"Angelica I love you. Why!?" I said breaking more and more at every word
"Liam I just--- I don't love you" *

"ANGELICA NO!" I screamed shooting up and awake from that horrible nightmare.
  "LIAM !? Liam what the fuck!?" I turned and saw Angelica laying next to me wide eyed and terrified. I tried to steady my breathing and try to process what just happened. "Liam are you okay?" She whispered sitting up and hugging me, I grasped her tightly so I'd know this was reality and she wouldn't leave me. "Babe it's okay, it's okay, it wasn't real whatever it was" she mumbled running her hands through my hair and kissing my temple.
  "I'm sorry, it was just so real, I lost you and I thought it was real and I... I just-" I stuttered starting to choke on my words.
  "Liam fuck, you're stuck with me whether you like it or not, there's no way in hell you're gonna lose me" she giggled cuddling into my chest. With her making light of the situation I smiled a bit and kissed her head.
  "Fuck I love you." I breathed out hugging her again.
"I love you too, now can we go back to sleep you've got a show tomorrow" I smirked and kissed her hard pulling her back down with me to lay down and sleep.
  "Goodnight darling" I hummed kissing her forehead.
"Goodnight Liam Bean" she laughed grabbing my face and pecking my lips playfully. I pulled her to me and was instantly back to sleep.

A few hours later the fucking alarm rings!  I guess I'll be running on coffee for rehearsals. I rolled out of bed and that nightmare was still fucking with me, so after I brushed my teeth and got ready I left a note for Angelica and went to go clear my head the best I could. As I started walking down the hall I bumped into Jo... Which is weird, she's never up this early. "Liam what the fuck!?"
  "Shit Jo I'm sorry, I was distracted!" I stuttered, my fear very much apparent.
"Whatever.." She huffed starting to walk back to her room.
"Wait Jo!" She slowly turned around confusion written all over her face. "Can I talk to you?"

"Why?"
  "I need some advice or really I need to vent to anyone but Angelica.." I said looking at the floor.
  "Umm okay? Come on, Zayn still isn't up yet so yeah come on" she said continuing to walk to her room, I jogged to her to keep up with her quick pace, she's really fucking fast.  "So what's up?" She said sitting next to me on the couch.
  "I had this nightmare where Trashton was having sex with Angelica and she said she didn't love me. It was so vivid and it felt so real and I've had dreams like this before but it's never been this bad, usually like I beat him up in the dreams but this time he broke me.." I said laughing at how fucking messed up it was and somewhat ready to cry.