The More You HATE, The More You LOVE!

What does it feel like in highschool?

"Aphmau! Aphmau!" mom screamed outside my room
"*Groans* Ugh! Mommmmm...."
Mom went in. Pff! Mom, you really got knocking problems...
"Aphmau! Get up! Come on!"
"Mom... Just like.. 5 more minute and I'll promise--" I raised my hand "That I'll get up..."
"You always say that! And it turns into 20 minutes, if not, the whole day! Now get your butt out of bed!"
"Ok! Ok.. I'm awake! I just need like, 5 more minutes to rest my eyes"
"*Sighs* Fine! Sleep in! Such a shame.. Now you're going to be late for your 1st day of highschool but yesterday you were so excited to. Oh well!"
And went out.. Oh mom! Such a good joke!
"*Chuckles* Mom, today isn't even-- wait! *Screams* It's the 1st day of school! I'm so excited!"
So I went to prepare for school!

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"Backpack... Check! Pencils... Check! Colored papers... Mmm... Check! Stuffed animal... Pffft!! No! I'm a highschool freshman now... So, I need to be cool! Sorry, hehehe. Anyways, Uniform check! *Chuckles* This is going to be awesome! My first day of highschool! I can't wait to go to my classes.. Make a 1st impression! *Sighs* I've been preparing all summer for this moment! Nothing is going to stand in my way of making new friends and awesome grades! Nothing I tell you! *Laughs*"

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"*Crys* I don't wanna go..."
"Aphmau? Aphmau? Are you crying in the closet again?"
"*Sobbing* No..."
"*Sighs* Sometimes I wish you have cleithrophobia because of these little hiding spots you have"
Now mom went in the closet
"Tell momma what's wrong?"
Oh mom! Don't treat me like a child
"Mom... I'm scared, I don't want to go to highschool anymore"
"But sweetheart, you're so excited for this since we moved back here!"
"*Scoffs* I know, but, mom... I've been homeschooled for... What seems like... Forever!"
"Calm down sweety, It was just a year"
"Still... Even before then, my old middle school, I didn't really talk to anyone. And I haven't seen another kid in person in a year!"
"Well, I tried to get you to go out, but you wanted to stay inside and play your little internet games!"
I sobbed
"Mijá... Look, you're going to be fine. Sure, it's going to be a new experience for you and a lot of kids probably wont like it very much because you're really annoying sometimes"
"Mom!"
"*Laughs* But really, In all honesty, if they find you annoyimg, then you don't need to be their friend in the first place. Just have fun and be you! You'll find people who love you for the beautiful person I know you are. Just keep that smile on"
"*Chuckles* Thanks mom! You're right! I can do this! I just need to stay positive and... Smile!"
"That's my girl! Now get yourself to school 'cause I gotta get to work. You're gonna be OK walking by yourself?"
"Uhu! I can do this!"
"Great! See you tonight and have a great 1st day! And oh! Don't talk to any boys huh! They are nothing but trouble! Bye!"
"Bye!"
Well, that just eliminates half the people in school I could actually talk to... Even though mom gave me really sweet advice but... Well, here goes nothing!