Recovery

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Hot stinging tears roll down Justin's cheeks as his childhood love storms out the door. He loved her so much, but he just couldn't get his life right. Lately, the fame really got to his head. He's been cheating and arguing with her constantly and he finally pushed her to her breaking point. He didn't want her to leave him, she was his clarity. When he was sober, she made him feel as if he was on cloud nine. Her playful, soft voice would always sooth him when he was in the time in need of comfort. But she was drained physically, mentally and emotionally ( if you know what song thats from ilysm. )

He had met Y/N when he lived back in Canada and she left a long last mark on his heart. He couldn't shake the feelings he had for this girl. He tried dating other girls, but he still ended up loving her more than he loved them. They started heavily dating after his break up with Selena. The first couple of months were amazing and then the fame started infecting Justin and he'd act very differently towards Y/N.

Justin loved the fast life, he loved the attention he got from girls. He loved how he could get into anywhere free. He loved drinking and smoking away his problem. But it didn't help him escape his biggest problem of facing the facts he'd have to chose between, her or the fame. Obviously, he chose the fame because Y/N was home with her brother.

A sharp pain ran through Justin's chest and he starts to panic. He grabs his phone and starts calling and texting Y/N. Little did he know she turned her phone off for the night. He started having a melt down feeling that he was being ignored.  He started flipping chairs and throwing things.

After about a half an hour of breaking things, he finally calms down and lays down in his bed. It hurts a bit not to see his ex girlfriend's beautiful face beside him. Her chocolate body usually wrapping around his vanilla one. He just closes his eyes and tries to take his mind off these horrible memories, that flash back in his mind. He finally drifts off to sleep, small snores come gradually comes from his plump pink lips.

Present Day

"This is it," says Justin looking at his phone and then back at the house. He takes a deep breath and walks up the steps.

He knocks on the door and waits for a reply. The door swings open and there she is. He childhood love, the person he wanted to spend his life with. Butterflies appear in his stomach when he sees her beautiful face.

"What are you doing here, Justin?" she says revealing the nervousness in her voice.

"Um I just wanted to talk to you. I miss you. I need you in my life, Y/N please just let me talk to you," Justin says with a pleading look on his face.

"Jay, look. I've moved on and I don't need you back in my life, ruining it again," she says crossing her arms and looking at him.

Her firm words stun Justin, it felt like being stabbed right in his heart.

"Y/N, please," says Justin's voice cracking and that's when sympathy kicked in for Y/N.

"Ugh fine," she says and lets him in.

He walks inside and looks around. They walk into the living room and have a seat.

"Look, Y/N.. I miss you so much. It's been so hard without you around. I know we've had our shares of ups and downs, but I realized I need you. I learned a lot through trial and error and I'm just trying to make it right. I'm missing your good intentions and I've missed you from a distance. I was hoping you did the same. I know that I pushed you far away, but I wanna bring you back close again. Damn, I never thought I see you face again. Grant me with another chance baby and I swear I'll do you right," says Justin looking pleadingly into Y/N's big Y/E/C eyes.

Y/N was dumbfounded, she couldn't find any words to say to Justin. She missed him a lot but she still didn't know whether to take him back or not.

"I don't know if I can trust you anymore, Jay. You... You've done so much to me. You cheated on me with millions of girls and told me you did, you chose alcohol over me, you chose weed over me, you verbally abused me all the time, you'd always give me the cold shoulder after you'd make ME feel horrible... You see where I'm going here?" she says with tears forming in her eyes.

Justin comes and sits beside her and hugs her.

"That's the old Justin, the Justin that didn't know what he wanted in life. The Justin that'd shy away from his problems. I finally figured out that, you're the missing piece I need in my life. You're my alcohol, you're my drug, you're my girl. You're my clarity, Y/N. I want to father your children, I want to marry you, I just want to be with you period," says Justin as he hugs Y/N tightly.

"No, no, I can't do this Justin, I just can't," she says pulling away from his hug.

"What do you mean you can do this?"

"Do you fucking understand the pain I went through? Do you understand how much I used to cry over you? Now, literally I don't give a fuck about you. It's harsh, but I tried to steer clear of ever going back down that road again,"

"You don't give a fuck about me huh? Everyone deserves a damn second chance, babygirl. I'mma do you right this time I swear and if I fuck up this time, leave me. Never come back to me, find somebody who will love you right," says Justin.

"Well, how about this... We can be friends for right now and let it build. Because I feel nothing right now, just nothing towards you," she says honestly.

"That's fine with me as long as you in my life, I'm good," says Justin and kisses her on her forehead.

He smiles at her and she smiles at him and they give each other a tight hug. When they pulled back Y/N offered Justin a drink and he accepted. He sat back with a small smile on his face, him and his childhood lover were going through, Recovery.

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A/N: I was singing the song as I was writing that one like with some of the lyrics in it. But this just a lil sum sum fa yall since I haven't posted in awhile. I love ya babies.

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