<body>It harder to see through the window from the outside than looking from the inside. What had i done? Who do i trust? Where was christian he was there with me when i stop breathing. I could feel daniels hand slipping into mine his breath in my ear telling me to breath but i couldnt respond. Than i felt the gush of air in my throat suddnely i could breath but i couldnt feel anything. "I need water" i croked out no one answered i just felt my body picked up from the ground. I couldnt feel my lips or my legs what happen to me i didnt know what to do i just open my eyes and saw daniels hands rolled in mine. Oriel was there too looking like he couldnt believe this he was angry and it killed me too see him this way but he couldnt help it when something was wrong with me. Daniel eyes were scared i didnt understand the expression he had why would he be scared i was fine. Nethier oriel or daniel knew i was awake i started to feel sore my legs and my hands my back i tried to to move "ahahahahaah" i sheriked as soon as i did both eyes shot straight at me. Daniel eyes shunn. He smiled than his smile suddenly was a frown "what the micheal myers where you thinking mia" than i rembered the accident or the attempt of murder. "I fell in the river and i thought the lessons you gave me where enough for me to know how to swim. Before dainel could say anything oriel was there he looked like if you didnt die in the river im going to kill you. "Who pushed in the river" he said coldly "no one i wanted to test my swiming skills" i said with a smirk he was angry i could tell his face was small but his body was big. If i didnt see him workout as much as i did i would have thought he was in steriods. Oriel was my brother that treated me as a little girl i couldnt remeber who pushed me but the last thing i wanted was for him to get worried i loved to much. "Dont lie to me dont proctect whoever tried to kill you". Daniel eyes turned into hate he was mad but i didnt know why. "Fine mia dont tell me ill find out anyway" he stormed out of the house. Daniel was looking down to hide his expression "someone push you in the river" he said through his teeth "no" i quickly responded but he knew me better he knows my attempt to lie to him are useless. "You dont know or you wont tell me"? I knew i couldnt keep it from him " i dont know as much as i try to remeber i cant" i started to cry and he just wiped my eyes "is okay" he smiled at me and a feeling that i never felt started to bulid and i didnt understand it. I noticed he still had his hand in mine and for some reason it. made me smile. Daniel was telling me about how he saw me floating in the water and he got me breathing and took me here. He saved my life i commented my hero he just smiled and than we just stayed quiet for a mintue than he began "with all that happen their is something i have to tell you" the door opened and christian came in he camed gush full of questions i couldnt make any of it out. "Im fine" daniel let go of my hand and it kinda stung. Daniel looked at me and got up "im gona go i hope you feel better" he rushed out of the door. Christan just looked at me sat next to me with no expersion he kissed me in the hand " do you know who pushed you"? "No i dont know" he looked worried " well im sorry but i have to leave mia ill see you later he gave me another kiss in my lips but something changed. I was tried so I was out before i could try to move.
someone put a another blanket on me and it came at a good time because i was cold. Than i heard whispers i heard daniel and oriel they were mad. "Did you get anything we can use to find the person who pushed her" i heard daniel ask oriel. "No" he said coldly i got gossepumps to hear whisper in such harsh tones. I got up still sore but i didnt care i needed to kick daniels butt for telling oriel about what happen. I got up and they both hurried to me "dont get up" they both yelled i didnt care of the pain "why did you tell him" i accused he pursed his lips and we both looked at oreil he looked at me like he was going to slap me. "Mia i already knew so dont yell at your bestbud here because of me all he does is for the best guess who brought you here daniel so dont give him a hard time" he was laughing now. Dainel carried me back to the sofa he looked at me and begain "theres something i been meaing to talk to you about mia is important". His hand found mine and he was weried i from the first grade never seen him this way. He was shaking i couldnt fight the tiredness i fell asleep before he could say anything i couldnt believe i slept so dang much. I turned and fell off the bed i heard oriel laughter the loudest beside daniels but daniel hurried next to my side " i thought the bed would be better than the sofa but she fell off of both of them" oriel was just making the best of the suatiton than the phone rang oriel left to get with the biggest grin in his retared face. Daniel was fiddling with his phone it looked like he was texting. "What you doing if i could know"? With a smile he showed me his phone and he was aurguing with his girlfriend in text he called it off yesterday for no appernt reason "wooo your in love with someone else" somehow it stung like if he was the one breaking up with me than her. He looked startled he got stifed "who is it and dont lie to me do i know that girl" my voice sounded harsh like if i was his girlfriend. The thought send chills through my body oriel came in with a plate of spagetti the fume of it made me rember how hungry i was. I hadnt finsh with daniel but i was starving he shot a glance at oriel than he looked at me he was worried and why was he worried. "Mia mom and dad have been calling you they want to give you the money" i felt rage take over "i dont need them or their money oriel dont insist" they both looked at me serouis "there on their way mia they will be here in an hour" i almost spit my food out if i did it would have been in daniels face. "Wahat you didnt tell them did you" i said almost yelling at him "do i look like a snich to you"? I calmed down i looked at daniel "were not done here you have to explain me everything understood" i rose an eyebrow he just nooded his head. "Now get the bowie out of here" they smiled but i knew the talk i was going to have with daniel was going to change our future hopefully to good. I took a shower and got ready so my parents could see that im fine even though i was still sored. I got out the room and oriel and daniel were smiling at me and he was coming towards me but the main door opened "baby" christain said he picked me up and gave me a big kiss daniel left to the kitchen he eats alot but he works out as much as oriel thats why they got along daniel looked like oriel he was musculer but not like oriel and he was handsome i had to admit. "Mia" christan whispered in my ear "what" i yelled alittle too loud he was suprise at my respond. "Lets go eat i made reservation in nir la neir" he looked at me and than shoot a hateful glance at daniel reaction. "I cant my parents are coming to see me daniel and oriel" "so i cant stay"? "No sorry i will call you when they leave" "okay i love you mia" he blew kisses to me when he was getting out the door. " i cant stand your boyfriend you should change him to somebody like daniel" a wide smile spread his face i was bulshing and daniel drop his sandwich now it wasnt a simple smile oriel had he was laughing like someone told him the funniest joke in the world. Daniel just looked at me with a red hot face he quickly turned around i bet he was embrassed that he drop his sandwich he could be a clusm sometimes. Somehow i knew i felt something more for daniel he has been my friend for a long and i haved confuse my feelings for him he sees me as a friend. I didnt know what to do when he holded my hand it felt like i belonged ahhhh what im i thinking he never see me that way. I sat in the sofa and daniel sat next to me he smiled and ate his sandwich it had like tewnty hams and six chesses i smiled at him i wouldnt have ever imange that his smile would make my stomach flutter or that i was falling for him. "Wheres your dad and mom"? He asked almost angry " i dont know they should be here already" "no they should have been here two hours ago" i stayed quiet and watched daniels show he was angry because he had saw it already we were in the sofa for ten hours staright oriel was sleeping i couldnt help to smile he snored really loud. I getting tried i lay my head in daniels arm he just smiled it really got my heart started. I just stayed awake with daniel wachting my favoratie show the mentalist i didnt know if i could help to not feel the way i did he wouldnt understand the sudden change, but what hurt the most he didnt feel what i did "so jane isnt a real cop"? "Of course not daniel where you even listing"? "Ya but i wanted to be sure sorry" he said in a sracastic way. My mind was just rolling over the fact that i was inlove with my bestfriend how could i even change our friendship into something more. I strech my arms backwards and kind of moan his eyes were at me in that same secound "whats wrong mia you feel bad" he said without taking a breath i rolled my eyes "im fine dont worry is just my back is killing me" i smiled warmly his eyes turn from red to his normal green. "I can fix that if you want" he offered " bob the buldier "? I teased he turned me around and put his hand in my back he messaged it slowly it really helped it. He messaged my back for like twenty more mintues and he stopped "all better"? He asked proud "ya but now my feet are sore" i teased he smiled and i felt that i couldnt contain myslef. "Okay want a message there too"? He said with a hint of laughter . Tears were starting to stream down i couldnt help myslef "when he saw the tears his eyes were almared "whats wrong mia why are you crying" i didnt know how to respond but i had to tell him something even if it wasent the true. "Nothing is just i miss christan" i saw the way he looked down to hide the way he felt toward him. They were friends a long as me and him been friends but one day they stopped being friends they hate each other now. We sarted to go out few years back in middle school when i first meet him. Daniel looked troubled than after a mintue he spoke "if you want i can get the phone and you can call him to come over but i will leave though" i didnt want him to go that was the last thing in my mind. "No no ill be fine dont go please" i pleaded he smiled than got on his knees took off my shoe and started to message my feet. I was falling asleep he was so good at the message it i didnt even know he still went on i fell asleep and i didnt wake untill i felt i was getting picked up i awoke and daniel just smiled at me he took me upstairs and place me in the bed i was really tired i saw him open the door to leave "daniel wait" i said really quietly tiredly i sound like the undead. He turned around "ya mia" i felt my heart stop and i couldnt speak "stay here with me okay" he came and sat in my bed "lay down" he laughed and he did what i told him to. I sunggeld closer and fell right back to sleep. CHAPTER2........... "Well, well what we have here" oriel said in a mocking voice. "You finally told her daniel" i got up and so did daniel his eyes were poping out "no"he spit through his teeth. Than oriel expression changed "ohhh i told you to tell her about how jack and sliva dont answer". "Uh i fell asleep i forgot" he responed he looked at me and smiled i really imange if the smile meant more he always had a smile for me. " im going to my house ill be back okay ill go change" he left and oriel just looked at me and i kicked him. out and turn the hot water and i got in. My head spun around the exciement i felt when he was there next to me and im not going to risk my friendship i would have to ignore daniel at least stop seeing everyday it would make me feel better. I would be able to foucus on whatever i felt for christan. I got a towel and the mirror was all foged up i would have cleaned it but i didnt feel like it. I got ready and i took an hour doing my hair when i was downstairs no one was there. I forgotten oriel worked today. I was in the kitchen when i heard the door open daniel steeped in sight "whats up" he had scared the crap of out of me "you scared me" "sorry" he breathed i couldnt help to smile "is okay" i turn back to the sandwich i lied down for me he came behind me and whisper in my ear "guess who lives here now"? My heart acclerated i turned around cofused "who" a smile streched in the corner of his mouth "me" he said kind of happy. I hugged him there went my plan of trying to forget him. "How oriel let you"? "Ya i called him if he knew a hotel around here cause my dad kicked me out and he offered the extra bedroom he said is cool to stay here for a good time to take care of you". He smiled the way he said it i could have bet he liked the idea "your stuff"? I asked "in my car of course" he said not really caring. I took his hand and draged him upstairs the hose was big this hise was given to him by my grandma and some money he didnt need to work but he didnt want to be a buzz guy thats what he called them. I lead him to the room next to me " this is the room next to you right". "Ya why"i asked bewildered " i dont think your brother wants that" "and i care why"? He smiled "fine but you take the heat" i rolled my eyes. He set up his room with a smile the whole time "daniel i need to tell you something" i couldnt help my slef i needed to tell him. I felt the air turn into stiff air "ya tell me" the bell of the door was ringing and i intrupted what i was going to say i got and went to open"great" i mummbled he gave me a hug and kiss me the least person i wanted see. I saw daniel came from upstairs i couldnt keep going out with him inlove with someone else. "Daniel can you please leave me alone with christan" he left to the kitchen. "Christan we have to break up im sorry but im inlove with someone else" he looked like he didnt understand. He grabed my arms he was hurting me "no you cant break up with me" daniel rushed in " let her go now" he said. " you dont get into this understood" "let her go" he said as he pushed him away from me. "Hurt her again and you will see me in real" christan looked caution "i dont know why your here anyway" he said. "I live here" he said with a smirk "what the heck this is why you broke up with for him oh daniel you finally got your way" "shut up christan you dont know what your talking about he got christan and push him out the door he closed and locked the door behind him. I started to cry cause it hurt me to see christan like that we went out for 4 years and now he hates me i wanted to explain. I ran upstairs and didnt look behind to see daniels face. I locked my room and i couldnt believe it was all happing so fast. I layed my head quickly and i snozzed off i awoke when some begain to knock really hard "open the dang door right now or i will break it" oriel barked. I qiuckly hurried to the door "what do you want"? I barked "open the door "what"? He looked at me with a meaning full look " daniel told me everything" i couldnt say i was suprise i mean daniel is a big mouth. "So i am fine see look at my big smile" i smiled but i new i didnt fool him. "Daniel wants to talk to you" i looked confused but i knew i wouldnt be able to ignore him so i shurrugged he stepped in view he brushed my shoulder and went in my bedroom. "Rude much" i whispered oriel just left he knew that the talk i didnt want to have with daniel i would have to have today. He looked at me his stare was pained "your inlove with someone else" the question caught me off gaurd but the answer made my heart stop. "Yes i am" i said the words coming out like a whisper he closed his eyes and than his eyes got red as if he was going to cry. "You cant love anyone why dont you understand that"? I didnt understand his attuide "why are you so mad" i said as little girl asking her father he stood up and neeled in front of me. "I been inlove with you for so long that i can tell you that this feeling has eaten me up buring in my eyes i cant belive that you could fall for anyone but me" he shook his head back and forth. I felt my body forze i didnt know he loved me i couldnt move i couldnt tell him that i felt the same for him my lips didnt respond as my head. "I knew telling you how i felt would change everything i mean i always loved and for some reason i always will and im stupied to think you will love me back" he closed his eyes. "Dont cry because it hurts me to see you cry but i cant be here i cant ignore the way i feel for you im sorry" i didnt even noticed the tears my body still didnt respond. He stood up and my stupied body didnt react i didnt move i just sat there as i was a satute. The words daniel said were running in my head i didnt know what to do so i should have told him what i felt for him he had to know. After sometime oriel came in "he finally told you huh" he said with a smirk i felt my body ease "now you decide to move" i said to myslef. "You knew" i accused "ya the whole world did but you" he said. "I need to find him" i pleaded him he just looked at me "i wish i could be of help but all know he had his stuff packed before he came to talk to you". I wasnt suprise i knew he would assume " i will be back dont worry" i said in a soft whisper. I took oriel motocycle he didnt protest and that was weried because he dont even let me touch it but than again is wether his car or his motorcycle. I got to daniel house all the lights were out i knocked and daniels mom answered "what do you want"? "Is daniel home" i said "no" she said in a bitter voice she bit her lip than she added "he came and said goodbye he said he will be back in 3 years" i didnt want to hear anymore i looked down and notice the bottle in his mom hands was she driking again? Thats why daniel left he didnt want to sit there and wacht her destroy herslef like his dad did. I started to run i knew if i went fast enough than i would catch up to him not untill i got to the airport i remebered that my parents didnt make it they were a day late only if they were honest i would care. I made it to the airport in a rush I saw daniel he was there but i didnt go after him because he had forgotton what he told me he was with his ex hugging her and she kissed him. that girl if i had her in my hands i would" mam do you have a tickect" a old man said "no i was just going" i turned around and accdenitly i bumped through the people there. I got on the motocycle feeling the most retard person ever it hurt me to never see him again but what hurt the most was knowing he was with her. I got home and oriel was crying "are you okay" i yelled and ran to his side " no im not okay im sorry mia" i was more almared now than before "what are you talking about sorry for what"? He looked at his feet and took my hand and he looked up at to see my reaction "mom and dad are gone they died in the airplane crash this moring" i felt my heart stop i felt my hands shake i couldnt believe this was happing to me " nooo" i screamed to him he took me in arms and i broke down i regerted no wanting them here i still needed them they couldnt leave i bearly turn 18. Oriel just holded me he kept saying "let it out" and thats all i did. I fell asleep in his arms i didnt felt tried but i was asleep untill i heard whispers someone was screaming loud. I was starled i lay in the sofa i got up and saw christan yelling at a guy in the door "shes not even thinking of that leave her alone" the guy insisted to talk to me so i went to the door christan shot pain look at me. I was confused what was christan doing here anyway we broke up the man interrpted my thoughts " are you mia mendina" he asked quietly. "Yes " i answered mostly to myslef "you need to accompined me to the police station please to clear out your allince of yesterday and the day before " he said polietly christan looked at me but he got infront of me "you take her over my dead body" he said threating "mr. Milles we dont want to make this harder" christan experisson changed to mad to furious "i want to see you try" he spitted through his teeth. The guy turned around for a secound and christan took my hand i let him. the guy turned to christan with a warining look i knew christan next move before i thought it through i opened my mouth "i have nothing to hide i will go he turned to me and pain returned his face he noded once codly "i will go with her" christan said more proctetive. The guy just guided me and put me in the back of the cursier and christan rode in front i felt like never did they were trying to pin the murder on me i loved my parents but from far they loved me too i wouldnt never hurt them how could i never i fought the tears and i won but i had that pain in my throat and it hurted i wanted to scream. Christan eyes just burn into mine i knew what he wanted to say and it hurted. We got there and the guy named dug took me out he took me inside the station i felt like i had this coming i didnt know why "mia may you tell us where you where yesterday night and yesterday moring"? "i was in the airport yesterday moring and last night i was in my bed asleep" i said kind of gloomy "what were you doing in the airport"? Dug asked skepitcail " i was looking for someone but i didnt find him" as i responded christan eyes grew sad defeted. "Okay miss this were all the questions i needed to ask you may go" i stood up and called oriel he was mad but he assured me those popos were going to hear from him when he got there. Christan stood by my side all the time he smiled everytime i looked up. Oriel came but we got in the car before he got out and made a show and get himslef put back in jail. His eyes were on fire but without words he explained very well the pain he was going through. " christan you will take mia to the movie and watch those twinkle movies everyone is talking about" he said in a voice of authortiy. Christan just shook his head before i could protest i looked at him and knew i wouldnt be able to fight with him now so i gave him a warm smile. The drive seemed to last forever we finally got there he got out and gave christan the keys " take her now please " he pleded he took the keys got out in took the divers seat i just wacthed oriel walk to the house i felt like i should have stayed but he wouldnt have heard any of it. We were quiet for the whole road till we got there. "Mia we have to talk well i only have to talk but i need to know that you will hear me" he said. i shook my head in understament i knew what the conversation was all about " i love you mia and if you let me i would love to be your boyfriend i could help you forget all that has happen i will give you the world belive me soon please give me another chance unless you gave the other guy a chance" i looked at my hand the pain was starting to scream in me with the pain of the memory of " christan came closer to my face he lean closer to kiss me but i couldnt i turn my head and he gave me one in the cheek he sighed in defeated " okay" i said he just looked at me suprised he smiled and i smiled. He opened the door i probley looked horriable but he didnt seem to mind he took my hand the man selling the tickects was kind of rude to daniel as if he knew him he didnt even noticed me. " lets watch the a scary movie" i said he looked around till he found one "how about my bloody valetin" he spitted "yes perfect" i said quickly christan just smiled. The guy directed us to the room where the movie was coming out we sat down behind a couple they were worser than anyone i ever seen they were making out and the movie hadent yet started. I excused myslef to go to the restroom i stopped by the door of the guys to tie my shoe when i was catching down the door open and the pressure of the door hit my head i fell back the guy rushed to my side the least person i excepted to see came in sight "daniel" he looked at me and than picked me up i felt my head bleeding "let me down daniel" he ingored me and i sturggle untill i felt another warm hands on me "let her down daniel now" daniel just smiled " i had a feeling you werent here by yourslef" he accused "no and thanks to you i might have a cuncusion" daniels eyes turned narrow. He put me down christan got my waist before i fell he put my arm on his sholuder so i will retain myslef on him he sat me down we waited till i said i was okay cristan got me up he looked at daniel and we started to walk we made to the car my head was hurting but i layed it on the seat he said nothing the drive home he carried me to the sofa even though he struggled i told him not to but he didnt listen. He kissed my forehead and left he kept reapting dont you fall asleep dont i smiled even though i wanted to slap him. I turned the tv on i was wachting the rewruns of ncis three hours of full ncis "great" i mummered. The door bell rang i got up hopefully it was oriel he had never tooken so long i looked through the pephole and oriel was turned around i open and to my dang suprise it was daniel his eyes were wary i was still angry but when i saw that he had a knife wound on his side i let him in i directed him to the sofa he was quiet till i came back with the bandages and achole. I took off his shirt i was disrected i mummbled to god to help me he was whing but the pain in his eyes werent the pain he was feeling at that moment i put the bandage around his body than i qiuckly put his shirt back on. He looked in my eyes his eyes where buring he started to closer to me and if i try to fight it i knew i was going to losse his lips touch mine all the hair in my arms stood my heart acclerated i found his mouth i couldnt breath and we got tooken away. His cut started to bleed but it didnt seem to hurt he had my face in his hands untill i felt the blood in my hand i separted from him "daniel" i shreiked he looked down and saw the blood but he just smiled " alittle price to pay to have a kiss from you" i </body>
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