I'am A Cartel Bitch

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I was just walking around the blok when it happend. It was getting dark and I had to walk the dog. I was just hedding home when a black van pulled up next to me. How naïve I was at that time, I never thought about the fact that I could get kidnept. So I just stopped walking and the door of the van opend. A man in black stepped out and at that point I knew that this wasn't good. I try to run but I was to late and I got pulled in to the van. The last thing that I saw before he knocked me out was Fluffie, my dog, running away.

That night was the beginning of my new life. The man that kidneped me took me to an abendond werehouse. wheil I was unconsious the man tight me up on a chair. When I whoke up I was so scared. I didn't know what was happening, at first I thought it was some kind of prank from my friends, but as I saw the scary looking man walk in the room I knew that this was bad news. The man tried to conferd me, but as everybody in that situation I could do noting else as criing and yelling: "don't hurt me please". The man esured me that he was not going to hurt me if I shut up and do what he sad. So I shut up and listend to every word he sad.

He explaned to me that I, and some other kids, were going to be the spys and assassins of the drugs cartel "La'gûmerzó". We were going the have training for the comming moths, and than life our normal lifes again. But ofcorse on occation we had to kill and spy for La'gûmerzó. When I heard all this i could not believe that that was going to be my life and I just wanted to die. Why would they chose me, a 16 year old girl from San Antonio, Texas. I am populair and everyone would know when I was missing, I am just that girl that talks about boys and goes shopping with her friends. I'm not a killer or spy, I can't even spy on my boyfriend who I thought was cheating on me. And I could never life with the idea of killing people. I am not a bad person!

But now a month later when my trainig is finished I kind of feel better. I can do things I never dreamed of doing. Like fighting with sticks for exemple our shoot a gun. That gives me a kick. I havend killed yet but my roommate/friend Gillian has. She tells me that it was hard at first but after a coppel of nights you feel powerfull. She says it is like your first kiss. I can't amagine that's true, but I will find out. The instructors learned us that we only kill bad people and that we make the world a better place. I know that killing for a cartel couldn't poseble chance the world in a positive way, but I am okey now. I took some confincing, but I can life with the idea of killing some drugspeople, how bad can it be so many people kill of worse reasons. I think this training took some pices of my sole away.. But whatever I am still hot right. Nothing can get to me, I know how to protect and defend myself now.

Love Emma.

I close my diarie and put it in my bag. I don't have much stuf, just some killing and spying gear, what I am going to need at home. I actually never wrote in the diaries which we got for our feelings and thoughts during the training. I didn't feel the need, but Gillian said that Augoesto, our mental health trainer, needs us to write something our we get punnished and believe me you do not want to get punised. This one time Max wanted to escape and he had to stay in the freezer the hole night, his arm was litterly frozen. Our Sara for example, the main bitch uhgg, she wanted to switch her Glock 26 (gum) for a baretta (gun) you get when you killed 5 people. So they beat her until she passed out, she will never do that again. But okey that is the reason I wrote in the diarie.

"Jo Em, are you comming? Augoesto is expecting us in the talk room. You don't wanne be late!" yells Gillian from the hallway. "No no, I'm comming!" I yell back. I close my bag and look if I didn't forget anything. Today we're going home! I am so exaited to see my parends and brother again. Now we have to discuss all the rulles and promis to our mothers graves that we won't tell any living sole about any of this. And than finaly after a month of heavy work we get to go home and tell our family that we aren't death.

"everybody take a seat. I'm gonne tell you what you're gonne tell the police" says Augoesto when I walk in. I take a seat between Gillian and Frank. We're here with 10 kids: Sara, Max, Gillan, Frank, Annie, Victor, Roy, Kim, Dan and me. "Okey, we drop you off in frond of your one house. You go up to the front door and just knock, when your parends open you act very happy to see them. You break in tears and hug them and all. They will take you inside and when everything settles down they will probebly ask what you been up to the past month. You tell them you where kidneped and taken to a wherehouse. There were other kids, you can tell there names if you want, you all had to sleep in one big room and in the days you had to work on a illegal train rails. Every mornig you all got one sandwich, as lunch you also got a sandwich and as dinner mostly beans, carrots or pasta with a steak. If they ask how it was if we where nice of mean, you can say that we hit you if you didn't work hard enough. You could a shower after 9 o'clock that was also the time when we stopped, at 12 o'clock every thing had to be quiet and the alarm went af at 7. blaa blaa..." when all things where discussed Augoesto showed us some pictures of the train rails where we were suppose to be working on all day. He let us all tell the story until everyone got it right. When everything was properly rehearst and printed in our brains we finaly could go home. Other cartel people would bring our gear tomorrow so nobody could see it. And than we are suppose to life our lives and go to school if nothing happend and wait till we are contected and given a name we have to kill our spy on.

P.O.V Brandon (brother Emma)

"Why is Emma taking so long with walking Fluffie?" I ask my mother, Emma went out an hour ago she never takes so long. "I don't know, honey. She will be home any minut I gues" says my mother while she is bizzi watching a woman soap. "okey well if she comes home will you tell her that she owes me 10 bucks" "will do honey" "okey I'm going to my room" I say and walk away and let her watch her soaps in peace. When I enter my room I fall on my bed. Tomorrow is a big day, I have a very important football gamen. I am the quarterback and everyone is counting on me. I better go to bed early, but first Skype with Eva, my girlfriend. And wait on Emma to come home, I realy neet the money back..

It is 10 o'clock now and Emma still isn't home, something isn't right. I walk downstrairs and see both of my parends sitting on the kitchen tabel, they don't seem happy. I have a feeling it's about Emma. "Everyting ok?" I ask. "Do you have any idea where your sister is hanging out?" does my father ask. "No I was just about to ask you guys the same" than we here a dog bark, it sounds like Fluffie, Fluffie is a pretty big dog en I don't know why we named him Fluffie 10 years ago. "well there are they" my mother says and walks to the door. "Uhm guys, this is Fluffie bus where is Emma?" says my mother and walks the room in with Fluffie. Now I realy am worried, why would Fluffie be here without Emma. "I'm gonne call the police" says my father and he walks to the Phone. "Hello with Henri Burk, I wanne report a missing person"

A few minuts later a bunch of cops shows up and asks us a lot of question. "We will do anything in our power to finde your girl, sir. Have a good night" the cops leave and my mother breaks into tears. My dad comforts her and trys not to beak into tears himself. I can't take this sadness and walk to my room. Dammit Emma where are you!