Poems

See Me

I'm not popular,
I'm not Skinny.
I can't promise you to be the perfect girl,
I'm not the perfect girl.

I'm not going to bend to a whim to have you,
I refuse to change for the love I crave.
I want you to see me.
I want you to really see me.

All you see is a red head who can be as sweet as sugar,
As sour as a cry baby.
You see a girl who's temper can be bad, you see a girl who is all in her own world.
You've only opened your eyes to see me.

I'm not the hottest girl,
I'm not this star-striking girl.
I'm me.

I'm the girl who gets emotional when she realizes how stupid she's been and who cries sometimes because she hurt someone.
I'm the girl who loves food and hates running.
I'm the girl with trust issues,
The girl who wants nothing more to scream sometimes.
I'm the girl who does her best to never hurt anyone.
I'm the girl who foolishly fell for you.

I'm the girl who's stuck on you.
I'm the girl who's been bullied,
Who's been picked on.
The girl who hated herself for a long time.
I'm the girl who has scars,
Both inward and out.
I'm the girl who was once asked who was the girl who had everything in my eyes.
I'm the girl who replied it was the girl who had you.
The girl who your so close to.
She has everything because she has you.

I'm not popular,
I'm not skinny.
People hate me,
Some like me.
I try too hard sometimes,
Others I don't try enough.
I'm the girl who spends hours writting poems because I can't tell you how I feel.